I'm not a confident person and I base my self-worth on what people think of me. In gay society where a certain look and cock size are praised -- two things genetics will never grant me -- sites like this can often further depression.
I've hit rock bottom thinking "why can't that be me" or "why can't I look like that" since I was a teen. That, combined with being an oft-rejected minority, doesn't help. It got to the point where I felt suicidal. After that I decidde if I were to have a son, I would choose a white egg donor so that he would not go through the pain I did.
There's obviously a lot of visual stimulation on this site and of course those feelings of jealousy, inadequacy (the "why can't that be me" feeling), and depression creep in. But I'd say more often than not I appreciate the content -- both photos and especially the discussions.
The men (and women) on this site are generally nice and respectful (with the exception of one nasty poster who came from another board to stir up trouble). There have even been a handful of posters who I've met in person and have been complimentary.
So I remain a non-confident person but am more confident (and grateful) for being here.
I've hit rock bottom thinking "why can't that be me" or "why can't I look like that" since I was a teen. That, combined with being an oft-rejected minority, doesn't help. It got to the point where I felt suicidal. After that I decidde if I were to have a son, I would choose a white egg donor so that he would not go through the pain I did.
There's obviously a lot of visual stimulation on this site and of course those feelings of jealousy, inadequacy (the "why can't that be me" feeling), and depression creep in. But I'd say more often than not I appreciate the content -- both photos and especially the discussions.
The men (and women) on this site are generally nice and respectful (with the exception of one nasty poster who came from another board to stir up trouble). There have even been a handful of posters who I've met in person and have been complimentary.
So I remain a non-confident person but am more confident (and grateful) for being here.