I work as a nude model at the art school that I attended. Now nude modeling doesn't involve anything sexual but even without being aroused my penis is quite lengthy, longer than most guys hard you know. I'm sure there are people out there that think the only reason I model is so I can get naked in front of a room full of people and show my dick off. While that is one of the reasons as to why I started it is not the reason I continue. Modeling has become almost its own art form to me, like interpretive dance. I enjoy it very much and get a lot out of the whole experience. If art is about expressing yourself to other people I feel that I express myself through my poses very efficiently. Everyone in the model's office knows about my endowment. A teacher that I had worked for a couple of times once called the model registrar and said something like: "That model you sent over was really good, he had really good poses.... he also had a huge machine!!!" When the registrar told me this story I was very embarrassed because he told me while a lot of people were around. I am not embarrassed about my endowment so much as to the attention I get from it. I know I know, I'm a walking contridiction... I like to show my dick off, but I don't like the attention I get for it. I can't figure it out myself. But recently I've been a little uncomfortable while modeling because of my size. I have a teacher who's a friend now and I frequently model for his classes. After the classes he usually tell me about a comment a student had a bout me while I was modeling. Some times the comments are on how good my posing has been, but most of the time they are about how "huge" I am. While in the beginning I enjoyed the thought of people looking at me and finding out about how big I was, this has grown into almost a handicap. Now every time I get on the model stand I know in my head that everyone in the room is thinking the same thing and is taken aback about my endowment. Its hard to concentrate sometimes and I feel that sometimes my poses don't the appreciation they deserve. anyone else have a job like this where there size plays an important part?