just wondering if anyone has been to parties (college or other) that have turned into a massive orgy or where a couple just start having sex in front of everyone...?
There can be little doubt that sex is more fun when you are impressive physically, when you can "wow" your partner. Us small dick guy have to accept that no one is "wowed" by our dicks. Makes sex a lot less fun.
This became clear to me after I saw a long time girl friend indulge in group sex. I thought our sex was great over the years. We would fuck like minks for a long time, but she usually wanted head at the end "so she could cum too." She also gave my smaller than average dick little attention or notice. . . I wasn't really expecting any.
She was very very different with the 2 big cocked guys who dropped by her apartment one evening. We weren't exclusive and I knew she was promiscuous, so I wasn't surprised she wanted group sex. . . but she was so different with big cock guys.
The whole experience really burst my bubble, but I tried to hide how I felt during, but I couldn't help talking about it later.
I said something like "You really liked those big cocks, huh?" She grinned back "No different than how you'd act if we got it on with a big titted girl." "Maybe so," I had to admit. My girl friend's tits were basically small hanging flaps with big hard nipples pointing down.
I didn't talk to her about the details that really hurt me.
When the 1 guy and then the other finally, after some flirting, pulled down their pants, exposing their big hard cocks she was enthusiastically all over them, talking, praising and handling, licking, clearly having fun. She was "wowed" and wanted them to know it which, in turn, thrilled them. Then she knelt in front of them gave them head, alternating between one and the other. Both engaged in lustful dirty talk the whole time. We had always been near silent during sex and she'd suck me a little only when I was slow to get hard. She never seemed to have fun sucking my cock. She never let me cum in her mouth. After urging, she deep throated both of them proudly.
Before I knew it, both guys had cum in her mouth. I didn't realize when the first guy came until after an obvious swallow she joked about how big his load was. The 2nd guy was thrusting pretty hard when he came. Cum spilled out over her mouth over her tits as she tried to swallow.
Next, amazingly to me, they were taking turns fucking her with no recovery period needed. She groaned or gasped on each stroke whereas she only purred a little with me. She insisted they both pull out before they came, one jacked-off on her ass from behind and the other came in her mouth again after pulling out of her pussy and then straddling her face.
Later, after her guy friends were gone, I couldn't help but exclaim, "You came so often while they fucked you." She laughed and said, "I wasn't cumming! You try not to make noise when a guy is shoving a big cock in you!"
In many ways, I still regret not joining in my group sex opportunity of those many years ago. But, the guys and the woman razzed each other about their size differences in the big range. They would have had a field day with me. But, I always think, with regret, that I "should" have been able to handle it.
The big problem, I guess, was that the woman told me how embarrassed she was that I was too chicken to participate. She was ashamed of me, not of my dick!
Maybe I should take it easy on myself. Maybe it should be no big deal that smaller than average guys may not be cut-out for orgies.
