There was one friend who I thought about normally twice a week for many years when I was a teenager. As a horny teenager I generally wank every day, but if I didn't wank at least once every 2 days then I'd have a wet dream, not that that was a bad thing, but I always preferred to be fully awake & fantasise about someone. However this mate I used to think about was the same age as me, we grew up together, he literally lived just round the corner from me & was a really nice guy. I carried on thinking about him for many years as we got older, we used to drink at the same pub & whenever we were down the pub together we would have a drink together. One time I was in the toilets at the urinal & he came in & stood next to me, I managed to get a quick glimpse which gave me lots of happy times after that. There have been a few other mates that I've thought about over the years, but this one guy was "the one special" friend I wonder what "could have been?" lol, a nice fantasy, but sadly nothing in reality.