I had one neighbor, who was maybe ten yrs older than me. He had a super cable tv, with the porn channels. One day he invited me over, I obliged and we watched some porn together. So that gave me some courage, and soon after I called him to say I was inviting myself over to watch some of his porn, he was enthusiastic. While there, I sat on the floor, semi chub showing, asked him if he had a problem if i took care of myself. He was cool with it, and sat there half watching me. It happened one more time...caught him looking at me again, was hot. There was another neighbour on the street, his age, with whom he was very close...unnaturally close for "Straight dudes". I am pretty sure they were lovers, because that other neighbour propositined me one evening...and I let it slide, pretended I did not hear. Years later when I had more courage, I propositioned that neigbour in a subtle way, he understood but declined. I stll think if he were tipsy enough one day he would oblige.