Have you tasted your own semen?

First time was a snowball after a girl gave me a blowjob. We had been so horny all night and even summing wasn't enough so I kissed her and there it was. Second and many many times was when flipping my legs over and blowing myself. At first I'd come in my mouth from above and eventually gave myself rim jobs and a few sucks. When I beat off, and I was a heavy summer, and found a huge wet load in my hand I just couldn't do it after the fact even though I remembered those good times. Then I'd find myself super horny in public, maybe a locker room or a sauna, and started to stroke myself while alone. A few times when I heard someone coming and I had a load or one cumming I'd slurp it up. Then I began to fantasize about it more and used discipline to force a quick shot right after summing. Sort of mushroomy, sort of alkaline, a little sweet, aromatic. If I left it in a sex toy for a few minutes before cleanup it would get much stronger smelling, and I got turned on by that. I discovered I love the smell of male sex (I always knew I loved female pussy smell). I learned there was a cologne that smells like semen, and I thought I might try a sample at a store and see what kind of reactions I get from women and from men. When I masturbate I always think about it, and if I have the discipline to swallow it, I start to crave it and eat it straight for many days, always enjoying it. And then oddly sometimes I stop for no reason and it takes me a while to get back into it. Pineapple juice helps. I'd love to try giving a guy a blowjob, but I want a lot of liquid cum spurting in my mouth or maybe down my throat. I guess I need to find a safe young virgin so I don't end up with something? The thick stuff doesn't turn me on. Got caught in my throat once and it's hard to swallow a thick load. I'd love to eat my own cum out of my wife's pussy but haven't talked about that with her and I think she'd think that was really weird. Why did I tell you all of this? Well now I'm craving my own massive load again and thinking about how I might try someone else's for once and I'm super horny. I could drink a bucket of my own cum. Right. Now. I don't know why there's a stigma against cum eating. I do feel shame sometimes at the same time I can't get enough. I'm sure almost every guy is turned on by the sight of pumping cum shots. Does anyone else, man or woman cum eater, love the smell of semen as much as I do?
 
I hated it at first after I came out (omg SO salty ewww), but then I dated a much older guy who didn’t cum a lot but came FAR: he could rope out 4-5 long strands of nut across the room (destroyed my lampshade and a bedspread). Eventually he showed me how to jack him off and then coached me into swallowing him down (this took time). After a few months, I came to love the taste of his nut, and learned to suck him completely dry until he pushed away. After we broke up I learned how to cum upside down so I can swallow my load. It’s still too fucking salty but it’s super thick and warm so it’s 🤙