I fell in love.
I never really gave a second thought to the size of my tool (6" long x 4" girth). I lost my virginity to a very small gal when I was 15 (she was 16). Her pussy was so tight that I doubt a bigger cock could have fit in her. It took some work to actually get in there! I screwed a couple more girls fairly soon after. None of which commented either way about my size. I then met another very small girl that became my girlfriend for about 5 years. She too was a virgin and never once commented on my size. She was also very tight so I never gave the smallness of my unit a second thought. Matter of fact, I didn't think I was small at all. I knew I wasn't hung like a horse, but I wasn't concerned at all.
The first time I heard a negative comment about my size was when i was 18. I worked at a local gym and I talked one of the girls that worked there into having casual sex with me (she ended up falling for me which soon complicated stuff). Basically, one night after work we went over to a co-worker's apartment and got a tad drunk. She was kind of out of it but I fucked her anyway. The next day at work she mentioned that my penis felt small in her. That was the first time in my life that I felt the sting of insecurity about my size. It bothered me a little, but later that day I fucked her again and she had her first vaginal orgasm. She also said that my penis didn't seem as small so I felt a little better but the spark of penis size obsession was flamed . Apparently her ex long-time boyfriend had a short but fat dick. She said that it was difficult for him to get it in her because it was so thick and short. She loved my length but it was obvious that my penis was skinnier than average. I fucked her another couple of times but eventually she got kind of weird and we stopped.
I met and fucked a couple of other girls and none of them ever really commented on my size. One girl did say it was "cute" once, but I was so gullible that I didn't realize at the time that was not exactly a good thing. One girl, while were going at it, kept moaning in my ear what a big dick I had and so on and so forth. That distracted me more than anything else!
When I was first at college I met a girl that I really fell for. She never mentioned anything about my size, but I knew that she had been with 4 or 5 guys before me (we were 20 years old) and she used to date a black football player. I asked her once if he was super big like they say and she said, quite matter-of-factly, "you are bigger than him." She was most likely just being sweet to me. Nonetheless, I found myself doing something I had really never done before... ruminating a little bit about my penis size! :frown1: At first, I thought it was crazy to worry about something that I had zero control over. I was getting laid regularly. My girlfriend was gorgeous, smart, etc. and I never had any problem making any girl cum (typically via oral). I put it out of my head and kept banging away.
Then one day, a guy friend of mine and I were watching porn and before you know it he pulls out his unit and starts wacking off. So I pull out mine. His unit was shorter that mine, maybe 5" long or a tad longer. But he had more girth. Not a lot more, but probably a little over 5" girth. He made kind of a deal about how long and skinny my dick was and called it a "pencil dick." He was just giving me shit and I played it off like it didn't bother me, but it did. A LOT. Somehow, after some misery, I was able to put it out of mind.
A few years after I graduated from college I met another girl that I fell OFF OF A CLIFF in love with. Never had I felt this way about anyone. She was very small and her area was amazingly snug. Tightest yet. However, something caught my attention... The first time we had sex and I slipped my cock in her, there was no reaction whatsoever. Like she didn't really feel it or something, or that she was surprised that it was so skinny. She didn't say anything, but I could tell. I plundered her as many times a day as I could and she never said anything either way about my unit. The only way I could make her cum was by tweaking or licking her bean. She was 28 when we met and had been fucked about 50 times total by 15 or so guys... so she was kind of a slut but I didn't know that (because she told me she had only had sex with around 5 guys and had only done the act maybe 10 times total in her life. LIES do damage, ladies! Don't lie. Always tell the TRUTH about this particular subject!). She had also told me that none of the guys that she had been with had big dicks. For those guys that start down this obsessive path, you know you are really losing it when you start asking your lady about every possible detail of her past sexual experiences. Which leads to more lies from her. Well after some divine intervention she finally tells me that when she was in college she got fucked by some guy with a "freak of nature" dick. She said that it hurt so bad that she had to make him stop. BUT... but... she tried to fuck him again. Now why would she do that? If it hurt so bad the first time, why try again? I never did get a straight answer on that one, but I digress. So out of 15 guys, only 1 of em' had a huge dick? That's her story, but I don't think that is true.
Having a small penis is a test. I would love to have a huge dick like some of the guys around here. 9" long x 7" girth. It's amazing what an affect having a little penis can have on a guy's whole mojo.
:frown1:
I never really gave a second thought to the size of my tool (6" long x 4" girth). I lost my virginity to a very small gal when I was 15 (she was 16). Her pussy was so tight that I doubt a bigger cock could have fit in her. It took some work to actually get in there! I screwed a couple more girls fairly soon after. None of which commented either way about my size. I then met another very small girl that became my girlfriend for about 5 years. She too was a virgin and never once commented on my size. She was also very tight so I never gave the smallness of my unit a second thought. Matter of fact, I didn't think I was small at all. I knew I wasn't hung like a horse, but I wasn't concerned at all.
The first time I heard a negative comment about my size was when i was 18. I worked at a local gym and I talked one of the girls that worked there into having casual sex with me (she ended up falling for me which soon complicated stuff). Basically, one night after work we went over to a co-worker's apartment and got a tad drunk. She was kind of out of it but I fucked her anyway. The next day at work she mentioned that my penis felt small in her. That was the first time in my life that I felt the sting of insecurity about my size. It bothered me a little, but later that day I fucked her again and she had her first vaginal orgasm. She also said that my penis didn't seem as small so I felt a little better but the spark of penis size obsession was flamed . Apparently her ex long-time boyfriend had a short but fat dick. She said that it was difficult for him to get it in her because it was so thick and short. She loved my length but it was obvious that my penis was skinnier than average. I fucked her another couple of times but eventually she got kind of weird and we stopped.
I met and fucked a couple of other girls and none of them ever really commented on my size. One girl did say it was "cute" once, but I was so gullible that I didn't realize at the time that was not exactly a good thing. One girl, while were going at it, kept moaning in my ear what a big dick I had and so on and so forth. That distracted me more than anything else!
When I was first at college I met a girl that I really fell for. She never mentioned anything about my size, but I knew that she had been with 4 or 5 guys before me (we were 20 years old) and she used to date a black football player. I asked her once if he was super big like they say and she said, quite matter-of-factly, "you are bigger than him." She was most likely just being sweet to me. Nonetheless, I found myself doing something I had really never done before... ruminating a little bit about my penis size! :frown1: At first, I thought it was crazy to worry about something that I had zero control over. I was getting laid regularly. My girlfriend was gorgeous, smart, etc. and I never had any problem making any girl cum (typically via oral). I put it out of my head and kept banging away.
Then one day, a guy friend of mine and I were watching porn and before you know it he pulls out his unit and starts wacking off. So I pull out mine. His unit was shorter that mine, maybe 5" long or a tad longer. But he had more girth. Not a lot more, but probably a little over 5" girth. He made kind of a deal about how long and skinny my dick was and called it a "pencil dick." He was just giving me shit and I played it off like it didn't bother me, but it did. A LOT. Somehow, after some misery, I was able to put it out of mind.
A few years after I graduated from college I met another girl that I fell OFF OF A CLIFF in love with. Never had I felt this way about anyone. She was very small and her area was amazingly snug. Tightest yet. However, something caught my attention... The first time we had sex and I slipped my cock in her, there was no reaction whatsoever. Like she didn't really feel it or something, or that she was surprised that it was so skinny. She didn't say anything, but I could tell. I plundered her as many times a day as I could and she never said anything either way about my unit. The only way I could make her cum was by tweaking or licking her bean. She was 28 when we met and had been fucked about 50 times total by 15 or so guys... so she was kind of a slut but I didn't know that (because she told me she had only had sex with around 5 guys and had only done the act maybe 10 times total in her life. LIES do damage, ladies! Don't lie. Always tell the TRUTH about this particular subject!). She had also told me that none of the guys that she had been with had big dicks. For those guys that start down this obsessive path, you know you are really losing it when you start asking your lady about every possible detail of her past sexual experiences. Which leads to more lies from her. Well after some divine intervention she finally tells me that when she was in college she got fucked by some guy with a "freak of nature" dick. She said that it hurt so bad that she had to make him stop. BUT... but... she tried to fuck him again. Now why would she do that? If it hurt so bad the first time, why try again? I never did get a straight answer on that one, but I digress. So out of 15 guys, only 1 of em' had a huge dick? That's her story, but I don't think that is true.
Having a small penis is a test. I would love to have a huge dick like some of the guys around here. 9" long x 7" girth. It's amazing what an affect having a little penis can have on a guy's whole mojo.
:frown1: