Hey LPSG! It's been a long time since I've posted, hasn't it? A lot of interesting stuff has happened since I've been on and I think it's high time to fill you guys in! Sooo....Me and Church Guy(I think I'll refer to him as B, if I haven't already) have hung out for a couple of months, going out to eat, getting to know each other better. He's even more than just a cute face and hot body(although I was sure that he was a good person before based on how he talked with me). He takes a lot of AP courses in school, does volunteer work, and he even works as a suicide hotline operator(although now that I write this it doesn't seem hot at all LOL). It really made me turn into mush when he told me that he wouldn't do it if it didn't feel like he was actually helping someone and impacting their life. I've always had a soft spot for people who try to help others and he is so genuine about it that it really attracted me. It all really fell into place when we were sitting at this pizza place in a booth by the wall. I had just finished telling a joke and he was laughing and I felt under the table something brush against the inside of my thigh. I look down and I see that his knee is rubbing up and down on the inside of my thigh, and it's coming closer to my crotch with every movement. I looked back up and him and I don't think I'll ever forget the expression he had on his face. It was like a combination of desire, apprehension, need, and fear, all at once and at that moment it was more sexy than anything else about him and it filled me with desire for him. I wanted the heat of his body against mine, feel his lips carress mine, and nothing else mattered. I did manage to keep my composure somehow and I gave him a little nod and he smiled and let his knee graze against my crotch and up the length of my hard on. We had to leave it off there because he was busy(he does a lot of things outside of church) but he promised that he'd be free next week. Things got even more interesting last week when my parents were out of town on a personal vacation. They'd be gone for a week and I figured that that would be my chance to pursue something with him. He came over and we were sitting in my room playing assassin's creed brotherhood, talking about the different characters and their weapons when he commented that I had a pretty big "weapon". I laughed and said that his "concealed weaponry" was nothing to be ashamed of as far as I could tell. He kinda smiled and asked if I wanted to see it. Now I'm going to take a second just to explain to pants-shittingly terrifying and arousing this was to hear. First, my oldest sister also lives in my parents house with me and I wasn't sure if she was home. I really didn't want to be in the middle of something so primal and intense and have my sister find out her little brother was messing around with another guy. I also wasn't really sure if I would be ok with actually seeing B like that. I had begun to feel really attached and I didn't want things to become weird. Then I realized that any weirdness there might have been flew out the metaphorical window when he was rubbing against me in the pizza shop. Plus at this point I was too horny to even give a shit. All of these thoughts happened in about the space of 6 seconds and I made my decision. "Sure, 'B'. Maybe we can compare too..." I'll post the rest of what happened later because kinda tired and I haven't been sleeping well (this might have to do with how much I've thought back to that day )but I promise that I'll update at least before Sunday. Also before I post this, I really feel like I owe something to the members of this board. You helped me understand my feelings and gave me people to talk to about sensitive things like this. I can't even express my gratitude towards you all, especially to posters like RedDude, heist, XSILVER, etc.. Also a special thank you to maxcock for kicking me in the ass when I needed it.