socal4big: Hi group, I am new to this group but wanted to share about this topic. When I was younger it was possible for me to hit the ceiling and shoot clean accross a room. I remember, a many of days haveing to clean off things i got soaked just before I got caught. I always found that my load impressed myself and got into playing with it and trying to make it bigger and target things with it. I tried saving it in jars etc to see how much I could create and would focus my thoughts i would jack too about blasting others. I guess I was lucky and not so lucky, my first gf really got to experience it in its glory and she set a benchmark for me that has plagued me since. She really got into the shoot and enjoyed it in her face and we would try to see if I could hit her at distance and if she could catch it in her mouth. She just loved it and I think i created a monster and her in me too. But thats a diff story. I have always thought a huge load from then on was a thing of manhood and a lady must find a way to savor it. or maybe thats the way it should be? In my experience big loads are not enjoyed by alot of women and its turned me off a bit when a gal I am with isn't attracted to it in a complete sence that way. As I get older, and sexually comfortable and non phobic, I now masterbate alot I find it incredibly erotic to see a giant load fly, see big cocks raging, see girls take huge facials and savor cum, and have opened up to trying new experiences myself. I think back to the look on my first gf's face and how nasty she felt and how it may be like to do those things myself. I hope I am not the only guy here, I do consider myself str8 but haveing the courage and will to let another guy blast me in a Dominating senario like I did my girlfriends is of interest to me. So if any of you in So. CA. need to Dom someone with your load or help me at least try it email me?