Hey fellas! Everyone who reads this... please write something anything would be greatly appreciated First and foremost, I'm not starting this thread hoping to label myself as I fully embrace the way I feel. I really need to share how I feel for both males and ladies and I need some advice here. 18 years of age this year and pretty sexually confused.... I suppose many guys are going through this/ had gone through this phase and I hope you guys/ ladies will share your experiences with everyone and myself Forthose who have read my previous thread about my sexuality... this is my add-on to that. Ok basically... I find myself attracted to both guys and girls. I would say I'm more attracted (including sexual.. like just a wank with a buddy) to guys than ladies generally. HOWEVER.... when I do see girls whom I'm really attracted to... I get really excited too (I've confessed to a girl about my feelings before)... My heart starts beating fast and I feel warm etc... (You guys/ ladies have experienced these feelings too definitely). I'm not homophobic and can accept myself as a homosexual. However, I really want to be a provider like all men for their women. To be a boyfriend, husband and a father. I strongly admire all married men and I think I feel this way because I'm projecting a part that I inherently have in me on these married males. Basically these married men are like mirrors of who I yearn to be. I mean... do you teens/ older/ married males feel the need to bond with a guy? Share your feelings with him.. you know...like a buddy. mate kinda thing. Wanking is not necessary a part of this buddy buddy relationship but can be fun if both males are willing to have some fun together. So... what do you guys think. I really hope to hear what you straight guys/ladies have to say especially married individuals! I'm really confused about how things are now....Please advice Thank you all! God bless you and your families Zack.