Hi fellow lpsg members, i'm a new member here, been cheking out the site for a while, but just now joining. Stats: 27 y/o male, black/hispanic/cherokee native american, 5'9", 165 lbs, brown eyes medium build, 48 inch chest, 32 inch waist, 8x6 cut, med low hangers Since I have introduced myself to the members, now i have a question. Most of my life i've always felt that i was on the small size, i know that I am considered above average, bigger than most "AVERAGE" men in this country(USA) though not as big as most men on this site. I was molested when i was younger by a very LARGE endowed older cousin, i was 9 and he was 11, but he hung like a stallion, at least 8" hard and veryh thick. All of the sexual stuff started with him during a summer visit, he came to visit and stay the summer so i would have someone to play with around my age. The sexual stuff with him went on for the whole summer, as a result i grew up feeling vey much inferior to other men in the downstairs department, and based on what i would see in the lockerroom in jr high and high school i was below average. So finally my question. Do any of you think that my size inferiority complex was caused by this early childhood event? ??? Sorry for the long post, will be shorter next time, Thanks.