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So I never came out of the closet until I was 19 just after high school but once I did I had a couple of straight (or at least curious and not out) guys message me and wanted to explore their sexuality. One of them was a very cute guy who played on the football team and actually dated my female best friend for a short time. I always thought he was good looking and we were friends but never had any clue that he was curious or anything. After I came out I was at a party of a friend of mines, suddenly I receive a text. It was him he said he wanted to ask me something but not to get mad or tell anyone. He told me even though he had a girlfriend he kept having fantasies and wanted to "get it out of his system." I told him I'd be happy to. I hurried and got in my car and told my friends I had to go but didn't say where. I picked him up and we went to a dark parking lot somewhere. He said he wanted to try giving me head I said sure. I pull down my pants and he compliments the size of my cock. I tell him we'll go for it. He was a little shy and awkward and nervous looking. He tells me to look away and then he starts going at it. I couldn't help but look but I was discreet about it. I could tell it was his first time as I felt his teeth I tell him to be more gentle. He apologized and felt bad but then he got better. I didn't get to cum as he got kind of awkward about it again and said maybe we will try again. He then tells me "don't ever tell anyone about this. You know I'm in the army now and I will fucking kill you if you tell anyone." To be honest I was a little scared but also was extremely turned on by the way he just said that to me. I tell him of course not I won't tell anyone this is our little secret. While we did chat a few times and almost met up again he wanted to bottom for me, he got a little weird about it and insisted a girl "force him" to have sex with me. I never found a willing girl so we never did anything again. I haven't talked to him in a few years now we just lost touch and I moved. I know he has a wife and kids now also. But I still think about that night sometimes.