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His Story

Discussion in 'Fictitious Stories' started by trulybig, May 20, 2019.

  1. trulybig

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    The first time I saw him naked it really hurt my feelings or ego and created such strong emotions that I never had before. I was a totally straight guy, never had any interest in another guy, never fantasized about it, and my thoughts were always about women. My friend was literally hung like a horse with a completely flaccid penis so thick and long that my erection would pale in comparison. Yet, here we were in a changing room at a community pool and I felt so unhappy that he could see my little penis (although really of normal size) but looking like an acorn next to this massive hunk of hanging flesh. I quickly pulled on my bathing suit, said nothing, and quickly left without him to jump into the pool trying to immediately will my growing erection to stop. I was so embarrassed and full of panic as to my response. He came out and I was fascinated that you could not tell the slightest hint of that elephant looking trunk tucked in his bathing suit. I tried to act as normal as possible although my heart was racing and I could hear my voice quiver as we talked about nothing. Fortunately, the cold water had hidden my response although I had to stay in the water much longer than I preferred. When he got out again I tried to sneak looks to see if it was possible to detect that big penis and again you simply saw nothing. I could only guess it must tuck under his balls or squish up so you couldn’t tell.

    I know it may sound like an exaggeration but that relatively 15 to 20 second observation of his penis forever changed my life.

    I looked at my friend in a different way with a respect that I had never thought about before. We stayed at the pool for several hours, went back into change, and when he was removing his wet bathing suit I pretended to be coughing so I could look again hopefully without him noticing that I was. I felt a lust and a shame at the same time for having any thoughts about his cock. We got dressed, drove back in his car where I was dropped off. That evening I struggled to sleep and finally began masturbating thinking about how girls would be in fear and fascination if they saw him naked. They would respect him so much and know he could fuck them in such a dominant way that if he wasn’t careful he could hurt them yet at the same time exhibit so much sexual prowess that he would be the most special man they had ever been with. I looked at my 6 inch erect penis and thought no woman is going to remember me as special or become subservient to my masculinity like they would to him. They would be scared, fascinated, and have to touch it. I imagined that his penis was hanging off of me and how wonderful it would be to walk naked in front of woman and watch their combination of fear and desire and respect. Then I realized these were my thoughts about him as well. I wanted to hold his cock, pull on it to see how much bigger it would get and the skin folds of his flaccid cock made me believe it would stretch out to a real and true very thick 9” at least. I kept jacking my cock and imagined sucking it too. I was angry at myself for these feelings but also came in a very intensive orgasm.

    Once my sexual desires subsided I was ashamed that I had these thoughts. What was wrong with me? I am not gay; I don’t desire a man, to fuck a man or be fucked by a man, did I?

    After that truly life changing mental experience, over the years my fascination with big penises and equal jealousy continued. The feeling always left a pit in my stomach of how average I was sexually and how superior even just in appearnce a big penis really looked. I would sometimes buy a magazine that featured men with large penises and look at them with a mixture of envy and desire. But, the desire was always unclear. Was it that I wanted to suck it or get fucked by it; or was it that I wanted it to be mine? Maybe it was both but whatever the thoughts were it stuck with me and turned me on sexually. I then loved the stories too and became obsessed with finding big penis stories where the bigger penis overwhelmed the woman with pleasure. Again, it was female focused but also these stories really made me curious as to whether it was really true that the bigger penis felt better and was better to a woman? Of course I read how size doesn’t matter, or how the smaller flaccid penis grows more but then when the internet came around it was visually obvious none of that was true. In fact, I continually and secretly would masturbate to those amateur videos where the wife was fucked by a much bigger penis than her husband and loved it.

    At this point of my life I had married and although my wife seemed fine with me sexually, I often would fuck her imagining what it would feel like to have one of those big penises to experience going so deep into her and having all the sensations I didn’t have or couldn’t have with my average cock. Plus, I wanted to see what difference it would make for her. That eventually led to me making contacts with well-endowed guys to join us for a 3some (although she didn’t know it yet). (to be continued)
     
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    Wow!! Great story so far!
     
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    Yes! I have similar feelings. Lol
     
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    Really interested to see where this goes.
     
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    I would love to tell you that I saw my friend’s penis again or some sort of story about us, but that wasn’t the case. Life moves on.

    After leaving home moving away to go to College and then moved on to the work world. However big size penises continued to haunt me throughout college and afterwards with various unplanned or indirect type of encounters. One fraternity brother had a really big cock he use to brag about and of course everyone laughed but secretly inside it made me feel jealous. The first time I recall a more signifcant encounter, however, happened after college when I went to work at a hospital. Normally I was not really involved with patient care but there was this old black man who had trouble walking and I was asked to assist him to get to the therapy office and back. He must have peed in his pants or something as when I went to retrieve and escort him back to his room they had put him in a hospital gown. I had to lift him into bed and the gown got caught so I moved it away and between his legs was another totally soft uncut penis, not as thick as the one my friend had, but equally long again a good 8” or so just hanging there. Again I had that mixed reaction. It made me angry to see this super impressive looking penis attached to this old man. Yet so superior to just about everyone else, especially mine, and equally I was stimulated where I so wanted to touch it and pull on it to see how much more it would stretch out and what it felt like. I was grossed out and sexually excited at the same time. I had trouble moving him to the bed and this nurse was walking by the room and I called out for her assistance. She came in and equally saw his hose of a penis and exclaimed without thinking “Good God” looking right at it, and then helped me. I will never forget her saying that as a reflex reaction because that night her reaction was what had me masturbating. She was obviously impressed and startled and I kept wondering would she feel that her husband, or boyfriend, or me was inadequate or disappointing now given what she had seen. Was she equally fascinated, wondering what a penis like that would be like to fuck, etc?

    A few months later, there was going to be an after work happy hour and the same nurse asked me to give her a ride. I think she was attracted to me. In the car, she started talking, and I know it sounds strange as I can’t remember the context, but somehow she shared that she had been on a boat and everyone had gotten naked and there was a guy from Venezuela who had a penis like the black guy. So, my pants were suddenly uncomfortable from my immediate erection. She obviously had remembered seeing the black guy with me and it made an impression that she would talk about this subject at all. I thought well she must wondering about mine and if I have one like that to bringing it up or she wanted to see my reaction to her sharing. Did she notice that I was turned on, was it just casual coincidence, but it once again left me with that mixed feeling? I thought to myself, if I had a big cock, she would want to fuck me right now for sure. There was a kind of hint just by the way she shared. But, I didn’t want to let her know that mine was small or average. So, I didn’t even ask her more about it and we got to the Happy Hour and nothing was ever mentioned again. To this day, I absolutely believe if I had a big endowed penis we would have had sex just by the way she was sharing that experience and testing my response.

    Actually, before I was married I had another job and this one female co-worker and I really liked each other and there was a possibility we might have been a match. Although we never formally dated, we did spend a ton of time together at evening events involving chaperoning teenagers, and we often had mornng coffee, lunch, or something together talking about work and life. She had moved down from another State and I learned that she had been engaged and it was broken off. In fact, her Aunt also worked at this same job and I felt that both were seeing me as her possible marital partners (although it is sort of hard to explain in a brief description). One day we were in this small room talking and her former boyfriend came up in conversation. She was putting him down and so at one point I agreed and made a joke about his sexuality. Without thinking, she responded saying, “no that was the only thing good about him” and she raised her eyebrows making a smiley face and then looking down, like she was looking at a crotch and said, the first time I saw it I was like, “wow is that even going to fit.” She laughed and I must have had some type of facial reaction or turned red as she then laughed at me and joked, “Guess you want to change the subject.” Again, all those old feelings rose up within me and I tried to act like it was not affecting me, but at that very instant I knew I could never be with her. I remember thinking later, I can’t go through life where she won’t be satisfied by my cock like his, or see me as inferior to a former lover. In fact, after that I wasn’t even that friendly with her anymore. I know it was immature but it made me so angry at her, the way she described his big penis and the way she laughed at my reaction.

    Well, there are other things that I could share but you get the point. So, now let me return to eventully getting married. We had a normal marital relationship sexually but she didn't know about my inner thoughts. I use to hide some of the porn magazines or videos I had accumulated which of course featured well endowed men. One afternoon when she was not home I had taken them out to look at and masturbate. However, in the middle of everything, I got interrupted with a knock at the door. I quickly hid everything under the bed, ran out of the room dressing and looked out the door. There was a guy dressed in a suit and I talked to him though the door. Well it isn’t important what that was about, but I completely forgot after he left that I hadn’t hidden my stuff back in a briefcase I would always keep locked. You can anticipate where this is going and it is all true. My wife came home and discovered my stash. (To be continued)
     
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    Very exciting story!! Thank you!
    I can't wait for the next installment.
     
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    Maybe the wife will be understanding... *shrugs*
     
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    Trulybig - I am eager to read your next installment and feel that you do a great job of expressing your thoughts.
     
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    I always held out some secret hope that other than the very masculine and perhaps intimidating look and sexual prowess appearance of a man with a big penis that in reality size really didn’t matter to women. I mean whenever exposed to a naked guy such as one time I clearly remembered at a KOA campground shower where a guy was well hung amongst a crowd, you couldn’t help but notice the different and feel some sort of envy. But, that was amongst guys, did women really even notice or care about a guys nude build and penis when you boil it all down? That was my fleeting hope that they didn't as I always heard women were not visual focused like guys. There was a time or two where my wife might have commented in a movie or some situation where there was a naked well-endowed guy, it was not so much with a voice of admiration as simply noticing.

    When my wife found my stash she laughed at first and told me she always wondered what I was hiding in my briefcase. However, as she had looked through it she had noticed that they all featured men with big cocks whether solo or with women. Other than discovering my secret stash in some ways she seemed disinterested. But, in a marital relationship there is an aspect where you don’t want to have your spouse be one up on you. So, I pressed her for what were her secret fantasies. She then began to realize that I must have some type of male oriented fantasy because of what she had just seen. I told her I liked to compare my cock with others and asked her to do that with the pictures. She made a face like she didn't exactly want to but I forced the situation. So, I stripped off my clothes and we lay in bed together and she would look at a picture and tell me where she thought my cock would measure up to on the one she was looking at. For instance, if it was twice mine, she would put her finger at the middle of his penis and say yours I guess would come up to there. On others she would comment that she thought the penis despite its size was ugly or some too big, etc. I was so turned on by her looking and commenting that I was jacking off and quickly came. That was it as far as she was concerned. However, from my perspective I still wanted to know what her fantasies were.

    A week later we were in bed and fooling around and I kept pressing her about her fantasies. I shamed her by saying how I shared my secret fantasies or turn-on and she should tell me hers. She finally said she fantasized about an old man not raping her but taking a dominant control and fucking her in missionary position. I said does she think about his cock, and she said in her mind it wasn’t long but very thick. Again, the fact that any penis image was in her fantasy and especially it being big almost had me cum right there. I wasted no time fucking her with a lot of passion and horniness thinking about what she was imagining and picturing I had a thick fat cock. But, there was also that slight inadequate feeling knowning that I didn't.

    Over the next months, I would often try to get her to compare my cock with others on video or on a rare occasion with the magazines. But, she was often reluctant or would act annoyed. It was inwardly very disappointing as it was my turn on. However, her response also made me sometimes ashamed of this actually being a turn on for me. Unfortunately, I also couldn’t help myself. So, we somewhat progressed to when fucking I would ask and encourage her to share what she imagined that big thick cock would feel like compared to mine. Again, she often was not enthusiastic about this and so I could be excited all day long thinking I am going to have her watch a particular video where the nude guy excited me, talk about the guys cock, and then fuck and getting her to talk about what she would imagine that cock would feel like compared to mine. She wouldn’t do it and I would get mad at her and mad at myself.

    One day I was on-line and came across a Swinger’s website. I was intrigued and paid for a membership. I was excited and frustrated that there were quite a few men with very big penises and tons of couples seeking to meet them. It only gave me more confirmation of my deepest fear that a big penis really was better sexually and attracted many women. I would masturbate looking at some of the video’s or pictures associated with a well-endowed advertiser and often the videos again suggested confirmation that the bigger cock felt better for a female. And, when I would watch it was also frightening to me as this was all seemingly amateur men and so many of them had much bigger penises than mine. I wanted to go to some place where guys would be nude erect and compare and see was I much smaller than the average guy. However, I couldn't ever in reality go to some type of gay club. So instead, my desire was to somehow meet one of these guys on this swingers site and talk my wife into a 3some. But, how? (To be continued)
     
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    Love where you're going! :)
     
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