As of time of writing I haven't had an orgasm for over a week. I mean I've played around with myself for fun, but I've held back letting one fly. And the idea being to build up a big load to try to hit that explosive cum. But now its at the point where I keep thinking in my head, if I hold out longer it may bet even bigger. And so I'm caught in the conflict between saying fuck it, because it has been making me a bit cranky believe it or not, o just keep going as it will lead to a better result. Also I have the idea that if I can get a date between now and whenever I can by holding out that long when and if it gets to her touching my peepee I could put on a fantastic show. Anyway, so I suppose the question for discussion would be, when is this idea way past the point of reason? Or how far do you usually carry this idea?