HollyBlue

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Renewed welcome.. HollyBlue.. You do not look sad in your Avatar .. you look gr8. let me take this chance to say that you have one of the best figure in the gallery...
btw, one small observation why does your profile show you as male?

"HollyBlue is
Gender: Male
90% Straight, 10% Gay"

hmm..... that makes the Chrysalis thing even more interesting...
 

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The other evening, my soon-to-be ex-husband looked at me and said, “You know, you’re not Chrysalis anymore.”

I’m forced to admit he’s right. I have broken out of the cocoon. My wings are still fragile, but I am a butterfly, and will get better and better at flying.

I feel so strongly about this that I am changing identities on LPSG. I looked for butterfly names I liked, and out of those, looked for butterflies I thought were beautiful. I chose the “Holly Blue” butterfly (also known as Celastrina argiolus).

So, my new username is HollyBlue.

I hope this does not piss off the moderators.

You may have noticed that I have taken Chrysalis’s gallery down. In a few minutes, HollyBlue’s gallery will go up. Some of the pictures are the same, some have been removed, and some are new. I want everyone to know that although your kind ratings and comments to Chrys have disappeared from LPSG along with her gallery, they have not disappeared from my heart.

One last thing I want to clarify is that in announcing my freedom, I am not issuing an invitation. At this time, I am not looking for new sex partners or relationships. I am simply being honest about my life, so that I can continue to participate in LPSG genuinely, as the person I am now. I truly love it here, and I couldn’t continue to post candidly without revealing what is happening in my life.

Don't you have a CigarBabe account too? I'm confused. And you have your face in your avatar. If you don't want your husband to be able to find you maybe you should change your avatar...people are always looking for me so I must remain nimble and move in the shadows
:biggrin1:

Good luck for being strong enough and smart enough to realise who you are :smile: Embrace yourself. Good luck et al.
 

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My wife of 24 years and I separated in November and well I have been lost and an emotional cripple. I decided over Christmas to lose weight and PE. That is how I found this site and in one week I am a new person. Posting photos of my dick, masturbating like I was 16 years old and just a short time ago chatting and masturbating with a guy ..A GUY. I too am a new person. Had a meeting today with a complete asshole and in front of there boss told them to their face what I thought instead of being mister nice guy. Guess their boss agreed and thank me because they didn’t know how to tell them.

I am 47 and I think I just got my balls

HollyBlue you are fucking wonderful for sharing and I hope we can chat, laugh, fight and have cyber sex some time.
 

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Well, it seems that you have reinvented yourself. That is a good thing. We all change, and if our SO cannot change with us then we must move on. I have just been through a similar experience. My ex whom I lived with and loved for 8 years broke it off 1 1/2 years ago. I tried to take her back last september, but discovered that it was the same old story. I needed growth, she seems to be stuck in a rut in which she seems very complacent.

I haven't changed everything nor taken on an entirely new persona. I have revived some things from the past that I had given up. It is not her fault, nor is it mine. It is just that we have come to a cross road. There is a song by Joni Mitchell that says it very well.


"Rowes and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons ev'rywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up above and down below
It's clouds illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all.
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Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed
Well something's lost, but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all.
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......................................."
 

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Welcome back Holly Blue!

It's funny, I knew from your previously chosen name of Chrysalis that you were bound to change; but I didn't know how or when.

I may have missed this in a previous thread, but are you now a male?
 

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Holly, I wish you luck in your growth as a new butterfly. It saddens me to see you and Toolman split, seeing as I've witnessed my parents split, and it wasn't pretty. The fact you two are going about it in such a mature amicable way tells me that it's the right decision.

I hope the both of you find peace and happiness as you go your separate ways.
 

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Welcome HollyBlue...butterflies are always more beautiful than a caterpillar
or a chrysalis. Good luck to ya!
 

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Hollyblue, so glad you are staying :) You've always been such a beacon of wisdom! I am sorry to hear of your loss but also happy that you are now moving in a positive direction for both of you. It is so much like a family here and family sticks together :) We are all here for you!!

*Hugs*
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I am so glad you are staying on at LPSG. It has been many of your muses that have brought me foward from my divorce. I wish you the best and take things slow, just as a cocoon coming forth does. Your wings will pick you up to newer heights as they are ready.
Good luck!
 

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I'm not shocked by this. But, I am genuinely sorry/sad to hear it. Many of us know how painful these things can be. Sometimes seeing a happy couple as you two appeared to present yourselves probably gave hope to the rest of us.

I am, however, very confused right now as your profile says you are male. Are you ok?

Eeek! Oops! I didn't even know about this until someone brought it to my attention earlier today. I thought I had fully filled out my profile, but I had left quite a few things blank...hmm. :rolleyes:

Unfortunately, it defaults to "male," so if you don't change the selection, that's what you get LOL.

On a different note, I am overcome by the amount of support I am receiving on this site. Thank you, everybody. :hug:
 

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Except in real life, we default to female...and that's what you'll be unless a change is made at some point in your early development. Physiology is fun! :biggrin1:

I was alluding to the use of male gender as unspoken 'norm' within patriarchal culture and society, HG. :rolleyes: