Ok so I'm a complete kissless virgin to both sexes at 21. I'm pretty asexual, not desiring sex at all. Recently I have found myself looking only at anal gay porn most of the time. I think I have a fetish/curiosity to bottom and yet have no real attraction to males, though I prefer people that look like myself (girls too), nor a desire to do anything but bottom. Because of this now I've been frequently trying to hook up with someone, but being far too picky and scared to go through with anything. Should I try to do this?