Am essentially str8, never having been fucked much less sucked another guy off, and much prefer females. Being a gym rat and having joined this site about a month ago, I find myself fantasizing about what it would be like to have sex with another guy. I do get turned on by other ripped, muscle guys, but not to the point where I want to kiss them or play with their cocks. Hugging, and hot sweaty pit and pec play (muscle worship) are essentially the extent of my fantasies with another guy. If I were younger (am 32), I'd probably dismiss this as simply a stage of growing up. As much as I'd like to experience the switch, it gnaws at me and goes against my macho (outward) image. Couple of questions for other essentially str8 guys (<20% gay): When (at what age) did your curiousity get the best of you? What's the best way of dealing with your curiousity and repressing your desires/fantasies?