You dont even know him?
Oh Marley, members were weeping for you...
Fraud!
Dammit! I've been bamboozled! I take that hug back! :tongue:
I don't know him, my body wants to know him, but my mind knows he's probably a player.
I came across his pic earlier and instantaneously started daydreaming the way young minds do. That's when he broke my heart. In the 2.5 seconds that I looked at the pic, we met, exchanged awkward banter, went to the beach and made love in the hotel with the curtain pulled back so we could see the water.
After the long weekend we came back home, got settled together and everything was cool. (Inevitably) One day I found a phone # in his pocket but I initially dismissed it. Things were chill for awhile then he starts coming home late. I never actually catch him cheating but I know that he knows that I know. Conversation becomes sporadic unless until our only communication is a half-hearted "hey" as he leaves for work and I come in from work. Eventually we part ways and I develop a host of codependency and trust issues.
Why did all of this happen? Because I'm young and imaginative and I'm a Leo, I'm an emotional wreck that gets attached before we even get to "Hi, my name is....."
Somebody get me some ice cream and a copy of "Waiting to Exhale" the brokenhearted edition.
The only cure for those who crave them, is to grow up enough to begin to find attraction in other's character, rather than mere contour.
Fuck man...you got one fucked up daydream...thats a day nightmare. If you're gonna daydream then at least give yourself a happy ending!!! Real dreams you can't change...well you can but we dont need to get into that...but daydreams you control!!!
Other people's desire for the attractive exterior hands power to the beautiful... and hands it to them while they are too young to use that power judiciously.
Rather, they most often become self centered, manipulative and dismissive of the needs of others.
The beautiful, however, find that they do not have to expend effort, do not have to offer anything but access to themselves... and the minute anyone makes any demands upon them, they find that there is usually someone standing in line, willing to give them anything they want.... with no demands at all....
True, I would say, of only a fraction of the beautiful. And of many of them, not true at all.
I don't know him, my body wants to know him, but my mind knows he's probably a player.
I came across his pic earlier and instantaneously started daydreaming the way young minds do. That's when he broke my heart. In the 2.5 seconds that I looked at the pic, we met, exchanged awkward banter, went to the beach and made love in the hotel with the curtain pulled back so we could see the water.
After the long weekend we came back home, got settled together and everything was cool. (Inevitably) One day I found a phone # in his pocket but I initially dismissed it. Things were chill for awhile then he starts coming home late. I never actually catch him cheating but I know that he knows that I know. Conversation becomes sporadic unless until our only communication is a half-hearted "hey" as he leaves for work and I come in from work. Eventually we part ways and I develop a host of codependency and trust issues.
Why did all of this happen? Because I'm young and imaginative and I'm a Leo, I'm an emotional wreck that gets attached before we even get to "Hi, my name is....."
Somebody get me some ice cream and a copy of "Waiting to Exhale" the brokenhearted edition.
lol...Marley, you are a lunatic!
No I'm not! For the last time, I'm a Lemon!
More to the point.. :wink: