How did it start?
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Here is an example of long description of my own discovery. Comments are welcome!
I was in the 8th grade, little more than 14 years old back then. In the beginning of the year new boy arrived to my neighborhood and we learned in the same class along with all my childhood friends as well.
He was friendly and good looking, and soon joined my friends circle, becoming good friend within several months.
I went to his place many times to study together or play outside, but usually his parents or brother were home too..
One day he invited me to come over, not telling what for. I arrived and saw he's all alone in the house. He didn't waste much time and while sitting in the living room he asked me if I've ever seen porn movie. I was little embarrassed, but even then such question aroused me a little.
I told him the truth, that I never really saw any porn movie, the closest thing was partial nudity in late night movies. He smiled at me and went to his room, returning shortly with unmarked video cassette, put it in the VCR and clicked play.
He sat right next to me on the couch, spreading his legs.. I followed his lead and sat comfortably beside him, making some space between us.
For the first few minutes of the movie (he ran it forward to the action part) I couldn't take my eyes off the TV screen... so many first sights: first naked woman, first naked man, first erection I've seen and first full and real sex of course.
Without even feeling it, my pennis hardened into small bulge clearly visible through my tracksuit trousers (no jeans for me in those years).. only when he touched this bulge I took my eyes off the screen, finally feeling aroused and noting his own bulge that looked bigger than mine.
I touched his bulge gently, feeling how hard it was. In that moment I realized two things: watching the movie, I was more aroused from seeing the naked men and their stiff cocks than from seeing the naked women, and it felt great to touch someone else hard pennis.
Without a word, we silently took off our pants and underwear, still sitting next to each other and still watching the movie. His cock was indeed bigger and harder than my own and I watched eagerly as he started stroking it.
I noticed that he was focued on the movie rather on me so I stopped staring and started stroking too, reaching full erection (as full as my ten centimeters were back then :wink
quickly but holding back my orgasm. He glanced at me at some point and smiled, as though approving what he've seen. However, he didn't touch my cock and I didn't want to ruin it by touching his first.
After about fifteen minutes of watching the movie he stood up suddenly and went to the toilet room.. I was disappointed a bit as I expected to see his orgasm but he returned shortly with toilet paper in his hand, cock still hard and erect.
He stayed to stand watching the movie and in the end of hot action scene (I think ass fuck followed by the man cumming all over the woman back) he unloaded into some toilet paper sheets. I let my own orgasm flow through my body as well and shot my small load on my belly, most of it landing on my pubic hair that was just starting to grow.
I took some paper and cleaned up while he put his pants back on, taking the movie out and stashing it safely back in his room. We never really talked about it, but repeated those "sessions" quite a few times, until we finished highschool. Over time he let me suck him and drink his cum but no anal sex. To my best knowledge, he did it only with me and is pretty much straight.
So that's how I discovered my sexuality.. kept it secret from everyone, including the above friend who thought I'm only enjoying the movie, and came to "fulfil" my true wish (aka full anal sex) only years later but still, can't forget that day in my life. :smile:
P.S.
When we were 16 or 17, my pennis was bigger than his, I simply was late bloomer...
I was in the 8th grade, little more than 14 years old back then. In the beginning of the year new boy arrived to my neighborhood and we learned in the same class along with all my childhood friends as well.
He was friendly and good looking, and soon joined my friends circle, becoming good friend within several months.
I went to his place many times to study together or play outside, but usually his parents or brother were home too..
One day he invited me to come over, not telling what for. I arrived and saw he's all alone in the house. He didn't waste much time and while sitting in the living room he asked me if I've ever seen porn movie. I was little embarrassed, but even then such question aroused me a little.
I told him the truth, that I never really saw any porn movie, the closest thing was partial nudity in late night movies. He smiled at me and went to his room, returning shortly with unmarked video cassette, put it in the VCR and clicked play.
He sat right next to me on the couch, spreading his legs.. I followed his lead and sat comfortably beside him, making some space between us.
For the first few minutes of the movie (he ran it forward to the action part) I couldn't take my eyes off the TV screen... so many first sights: first naked woman, first naked man, first erection I've seen and first full and real sex of course.
Without even feeling it, my pennis hardened into small bulge clearly visible through my tracksuit trousers (no jeans for me in those years).. only when he touched this bulge I took my eyes off the screen, finally feeling aroused and noting his own bulge that looked bigger than mine.
I touched his bulge gently, feeling how hard it was. In that moment I realized two things: watching the movie, I was more aroused from seeing the naked men and their stiff cocks than from seeing the naked women, and it felt great to touch someone else hard pennis.
Without a word, we silently took off our pants and underwear, still sitting next to each other and still watching the movie. His cock was indeed bigger and harder than my own and I watched eagerly as he started stroking it.
I noticed that he was focued on the movie rather on me so I stopped staring and started stroking too, reaching full erection (as full as my ten centimeters were back then :wink
quickly but holding back my orgasm. He glanced at me at some point and smiled, as though approving what he've seen. However, he didn't touch my cock and I didn't want to ruin it by touching his first.After about fifteen minutes of watching the movie he stood up suddenly and went to the toilet room.. I was disappointed a bit as I expected to see his orgasm but he returned shortly with toilet paper in his hand, cock still hard and erect.
He stayed to stand watching the movie and in the end of hot action scene (I think ass fuck followed by the man cumming all over the woman back) he unloaded into some toilet paper sheets. I let my own orgasm flow through my body as well and shot my small load on my belly, most of it landing on my pubic hair that was just starting to grow.
I took some paper and cleaned up while he put his pants back on, taking the movie out and stashing it safely back in his room. We never really talked about it, but repeated those "sessions" quite a few times, until we finished highschool. Over time he let me suck him and drink his cum but no anal sex. To my best knowledge, he did it only with me and is pretty much straight.
So that's how I discovered my sexuality.. kept it secret from everyone, including the above friend who thought I'm only enjoying the movie, and came to "fulfil" my true wish (aka full anal sex) only years later but still, can't forget that day in my life. :smile:
P.S.
When we were 16 or 17, my pennis was bigger than his, I simply was late bloomer...
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When I was 14 I've watched porn with a friend and discovered I'm more attracted to him jerking off than to the women in the porn movie. :smile:
You are wrong, mister. I read the whole oh so horny story written above. :wink:
When I was in 1st grade I had a crush on and older girl name Martha - I think she was 8 at the time. I remember skipping around the schoolyard singing a song I made up about how I was going to marry her. But I have always been physically attracted to males, yet not so much emotionally. It's complicated.
Haha, I read the whole thing.
Anyway, it started off in 6th grade. A boy and I were on the playground when the sprinklers went off. We got wet, and my teacher sent us off to the bathroom to get changed. (The nurses office had shirts and sweat pants that we could wear for the rest of the day.) Anyway, he didn't look at me, but I found myself looking at him and thinking that he was really attractive. I guess that's when it kind of all started.
Anyway, it started off in 6th grade. A boy and I were on the playground when the sprinklers went off. We got wet, and my teacher sent us off to the bathroom to get changed. (The nurses office had shirts and sweat pants that we could wear for the rest of the day.) Anyway, he didn't look at me, but I found myself looking at him and thinking that he was really attractive. I guess that's when it kind of all started.
I think a person's sexuality depends in some way on the first naked body part they see in life. Using myself as an example, I was exposec to a lot of porn by my older cousin from age six to about 11, and I had always loved seeing the naked chicks. But then when I hit age 13 and one day I was with my other cousin who is just a few months younger than me. We were alone at his house and we went in the computer room. He turned on some porn and asked me if I jacked off like he did. I replied yes and he instantly whipped out his then 8-inch cock (no lie it was that big at 13). When I saw it was when I first experienced precumming. I believe the combination of seeing these nude bodies is the source of my bisexual-ish-ness
Same case with me actually. Except for my first (and only) boyfriend, I was never attracted emotionally to men, just physically - got horny from seeing naked men, enjoyed sex with men etc.. but not love.
You state that you're 70% straight.. when did you start being attracted to girls?
I agree, to some extent. No doubt that experience from my childhood shaped me to what I am.
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