How did your curiosity develop?

[mrbigdoc]

It just... always existed for me. It wasn't something I understood, I just always... liked cock and was always thinking about them. It wasn't a choice or a consideration. From day 1, I always wanted to see other dicks and enjoyed the sight of them.

If anything my arousal for ladies was something that developed as I got older as I realized boobs are freaking amazing one day, but my attraction to dick was something I had before I even understood what any of it meant.

Same with me. Have always loved looking a cock. Never seem to see or get enough. Not at all into the man, just his cock. Started very early and at 72 my love for cock is stronger than ever. Thanks for all the guys that share photos of their cock. We do enjoy them.

 

[JD__OL992]

I think I've always knew and was content with just jacking off to guys, until I met a guy who checked all my boxes, so I decided to get a piece of that.

 

[bi2]

Mine started late in life. Finding attractive young twinks having sex was very taboo for me and turned me on to no end. Then online cam became available. The final step was Sniffies... One can find a cock literally almost any day with that app!

Without any doubt the various taboo nature of my first relationship, heightened the sexual pleasure for me.

Looking back there was 4 parts of the taboo nature to our relationship. Physical aspect involving taking a mans dick both orally and anally, mentally enjoying the MM sex and the vast age difference, psychological that I allowed another man to take me from behind, and spiritual act of being bred.

On some level, deep down, I knew that the massage I was receiving from my neighbour was going to lead to sex and I definitely welcomed it. I didnt hold back my moans and groans when the massage began.

The biggest suprise to me was after several weeks of "massages", how comfortable I would be to come over in the afternoon for a quickie when he needed to fuck and I had the urge to be fucked. It was safe, clean, enjoyable and private.

For me the taboo nature of the age dynamics and ease and convenience of MM sex, only made the sex a lot hotter, especially as in the beginning he would only focus on me getting to cum only, so naturally when you are subjected to all that attention and admiration it became addictive, intoxicating and a lot of fun.

 

[Mister2101]

 

[daftman]

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oh, all day long on that!!

 

[StarCityDong]

It was always there.

As a teen I was into Alfred Hitchcock movies and remember reading a quote from Carry Grant about how he enjoyed sexual ambiguity because it created an interest in women (ones seeking conquest). I made a mental note.

I remember in my early 20s, rooming with friends, I would be jerking off and would think it would be cool to jerk with a buddy. I wrote it off as something “normal” that straight men didn’t talk about. I was curious about my friends’ bodies, as we all were (nudity was open and dicks were compared and joked about…but never erections).

Fast forward to post-divorce. I was devastated and not interested in pursuing a dating life. I also wasn’t looking at porn. I couldn’t fantasize about any woman and would solely focus on being jerked off. Over time I realized that the hand I was imagining was a guy’s, and with time the fantasy progressed to something like getting a massage from a male masseuse with a happy ending.

As I healed from my divorce I began to date women, but the lingering interest in men’s bodies and the desire to compare and explore stayed and grew.

A close friend who was gay was the first to offer the opportunity to compare hardons. It overwhelmed me at first and kind of turned me off, but the interest came back within a few days. Within a few months we became bate buddies, which grew into oral exploration. It never progressed from there with him, but it piqued my curiosity to download an app and see who was around.

I still maintained the attraction to women, but to be honest I found it much easier to find other guys to fool around with, and it didn’t trigger some of the baggage I had from previous relationships and times with women. So in the years that I was single I enjoyed getting off with guys, and over time ended up realizing that I not only was open to sex with either gender, but love.

I would say I’m bi since I am attracted to both, have been in love with both, but currently am with a guy with whom I’ve never had as strong of a connection.

Processing it all was indeed a lot. I wanted but hated labels. I experienced a lot of gaslighting from gay men who either were straight-out repulsed by women, skeptical of me, and didn’t believe that a guy could truly be attracted to men and women. It took time to find my own path and care less what men and women think about a guy who’s attracted to both.

Anyway, sorry for the long post, but there’s my $0.02 on how my curiosity evolved into embracing bisexuality.

 

[zaratoga]

I would say I’m bi since I am attracted to both, have been in love with both, but currently am with a guy with whom I’ve never had as strong of a connection.

Processing it all was indeed a lot. I wanted but hated labels. I experienced a lot of gaslighting from gay men who either were straight-out repulsed by women, skeptical of me, and didn’t believe that a guy could truly be attracted to men and women. It took time to find my own path and care less what men and women think about a guy who’s attracted to both.

Anyway, sorry for the long post, but there’s my $0.02 on how my curiosity evolved into embracing bisexuality.

Don't apologize for the long post. I think the highlighted quote is extremely valuable, especially for all of those who are afraid NOW of seeing themselves developing anything more than physical contact with another man.
I'm glad you found what worked for you and someone to share that with.

 

[StarCityDong]

Don't apologize for the long post. I think the highlighted quote is extremely valuable, especially for all of those who are afraid NOW of seeing themselves developing anything more than physical contact with another man.
I'm glad you found what worked for you and someone to share that with.

Thanks, @zaratoga! I hope it does help others who are currently processing huge changes in identify to know they aren’t alone, and things get better.

 

[bi2]

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Love this position, it accentuates the power that the top has over the bottom, it feels depraved to be taken in this manner from behind. Its like the top only cares about is cumming.

 

[Mister2101]

Love this position, it accentuates the power that the top has over the bottom, it feels depraved to be taken in this manner from behind. Its like the top only cares about is cumming.

Yes......allows the top to drive it deep with power......and there's nothing you can do but take it...

 

[daftman]

I have just dicovered that in Roman times, sex between men was normal...!

 

[Robert Dole]

I have just dicovered that in Roman times, sex between men was normal...!

It still is...

 

[Robert Dole]

Yes......allows the top to drive it deep with power......and there's nothing you can do but take it...

That's exactly it- not only is he on top of you, pinning you but your ass is being rapidly stretched open each time he thrusts, and although your ass burns, he is pushing deeper and deeper inside. You weren't so sure about this when you felt his cock push against your asshole but you quickly realised you wanted more when you felt his cock move inside your body- and you heard yourself moaning in pleasure, just like he had after his first strokes. You feel his cock moving more freely inside your body as you relax and the sensation builds inside, until you feel like it can't get any more intense. A series of intense pulses from his cock, deep inside your ass, a hot slick wetness and you realise you are coming too, multiple shots across the duvet from your hard cock.
Afterward you feel strangely exhilarated, it just feels right despite the soreness between your cheeks. It is some time before you realise his cum is soaking into your underpants and tricking down your leg, but it is a thrill you will experience time and again as your curiosity continues to grow

 

[hungmark]

I've recently looked back on my journey, and it isn't linear. I think back to how I behaved and some of the things that turned me on when I was a teenager, and I suspect I was naive at the time. I used to jack off to bodybuilder magazines, and got hard in the showers. Like a previous poster, they got turned on by big dick porn, which I have always. Roll on a few decades and I took the plunge with a member of this site who was very patient (and horny) with me, and I reached a point of being sucked, sucking, kissing etc. I started working in London in 2015 and started cruising and visiting gay saunas where I would just engage in sucking and being sucked and kissing and body contact. Roll forward again to the last couple of years where I've met up with a number of guys (whilst travelling abroad or in the UK locally), and love a good fuck. I only top, which means I seem to be in constant demand!

 

[Mister2101]

That's exactly it- not only is he on top of you, pinning you but your ass is being rapidly stretched open each time he thrusts, and although your ass burns, he is pushing deeper and deeper inside. You weren't so sure about this when you felt his cock push against your asshole but you quickly realised you wanted more when you felt his cock move inside your body- and you heard yourself moaning in pleasure, just like he had after his first strokes. You feel his cock moving more freely inside your body as you relax and the sensation builds inside, until you feel like it can't get any more intense. A series of intense pulses from his cock, deep inside your ass, a hot slick wetness and you realise you are coming too, multiple shots across the duvet from your hard cock.
Afterward you feel strangely exhilarated, it just feels right despite the soreness between your cheeks. It is some time before you realise his cum is soaking into your underpants and tricking down your leg, but it is a thrill you will experience time and again as your curiosity continues to grow

Love your descriptions......there just is nothing like being fucked......the mental and emotional aspect along with the physical pleasure....oh man.......so good......makes me weak in the knees......

 

[Robert Dole]

Love your descriptions......there just is nothing like being fucked......the mental and emotional aspect along with the physical pleasure....oh man.......so good......makes me weak in the knees......

Something I'd never considered was that a man could lust after my arse, and I found that I really enjoyed the attention. I knew exactly how a girl felt and it made my cock dribble just thinking about him slipping inside, but as I got more used to it the feeling of his cock opening me up deep inside and the sticky wetness that followed became incredibly desirable to me

 

[JD__OL992]

Something I'd never considered was that a man could lust after my arse, and I found that I really enjoyed the attention. I knew exactly how a girl felt and it made my cock dribble just thinking about him slipping inside, but as I got more used to it the feeling of his cock opening me up deep inside and the sticky wetness that followed became incredibly desirable to me

Hot damn.

 

[JD__OL992]

Something I'd never considered was that a man could lust after my arse, and I found that I really enjoyed the attention. I knew exactly how a girl felt and it made my cock dribble just thinking about him slipping inside, but as I got more used to it the feeling of his cock opening me up deep inside and the sticky wetness that followed became incredibly desirable to me

I always wondered if caked up guys get turned on by other guys liking their asses, good to know is the case.

 

[JD__OL992]

I mean, I do in fact know due personal experiences, but I like mine reaffirmed too.

 

[latinluva]

I loved porn, always thought dick was fascinating. Though straight porn and pussy made me cum and excited me, I took notice at hairy sexy men with beautiful cocks. Kept that to myself for many years. One time I went to my local mall and there was a lil peep hole. Sat there for hours watching men come into the stall, pull there cocks out and pee. It was a huge turn on for me at this point. A few years later, I found myself at a gym in another state, fairly large steam room and a few older men that found me attractive. I sucked one man off as he shot a load of cum in my mouth and face, then another man after he fingered my asshole and waited for his turn to cum on me, then a third fucked my ass (painful) and shot his load all over my back. Three men for your first gay experience tends to make you feel pretty guilty and ashamed. But a year later and lots of reflection, I learned that if I put myself out there in vulnerable positions I could have some really hot sex. I found myself at a local gym, hangin around the pool area and sauna in the locker room area. An older man kept flirting with me and following me around. As I laid on my back in the sauna, he removed his towel and started asking me about the weather as he masturbated, I tried to not look but his cock was amazing and started growing erect. Before you knew it, I was on my knees with half his cock down my throat. He started to moan and grunt and shot his big load of semen down my throat and all over my face. Another man walked in and saw me covered in cum, then quickly left. As the years went on, I would visit gloryholes and shared many gay experiences with men. Those were the experiences that had that made me bisexual.