I noticed something about myself today that whenever I'm observing people, I'd look at his look and body and his apparent bulge, then wondering what it would be like if he's my boyfriend. Then, it hit me, gosh, I should be the kind of person who believes in the "inner beauty" crap and now I want someone with a good look, rockin' bod, and a big cock to be my boyfriend, how shallow is that? I mean, for as long as I remember, I want to be in a relationship with a guy who loves me and who can be romantic and sensual, but time after time, I catch myself wanting hot guys standing in front of me to be my boyfriend. How about you? How did you meet your love? Was it infatuation first? Or was he/she a person who wouldn't match your type but you fell in love with anyway? I kind of believe that we can end up being madly in love with a person who initially doesn't conform to our type, but now I think this belief is fading away. Another question, does this kind of shallow attitude that I have a result of lack of experience? Will I outgrow it? This question sounds stupid but I hope you can share your experience.