I don’t understand the straight part. Are you gay and jealous that you can’t procreate with a woman?
Something to keep in mind is to not just look at where another person is, but what it took them to get there. I am very successful today (more than I ever thought I would be), but it took a fuckload of hard work, sacrifice and extreme poverty to get to where I am today. Nothing was ever given to me either, but I reached a point in my life where I realized I was too young to hate my life so much, and that I and I alone had to do something to change it, so I did. It wasn’t easy, but the end result was more than worth it. I had friends who had everything handed to them early in life, and they are a fucking mess today because of it. They have no pride or character, and they can’t deal with the real world because they didn’t learn the necessary skills to deal with life and the endless shit that comes along with it. I learned those skills early on because had to. I had no one to fall back on. I’m sure people look at me now and think I was handed everything when nothing could be further from the truth. I’ve been so poor before that I didn’t know where my next meal was coming from.
I know lots of people that constantly pull the pity card. It changes nothing in their life, and they end up intensely bitter driving friends and family away from them. We’ve all had shitty breaks in life. It’s how you deal with it.