im terrible but then again through my formative years i was short borderline obeese and i hit puberty late. despite now being 6ft tall, rugby player build etc inside i still feel i havent changed and therefore dated the wrong kinda guys.
then i went to a therapist and found out what i thought was simple teen angst was actually body dysmorphia
years went by and i dated several assholes then i met rob, a guy who is sweet and sexy who looks at me like im the sexiest man alive, and he knows i am a mess sometimes!
dont get me wrong im still critical of myself but now i know it doesnt matter as much