My first time I tried to act on my " bi curious " side was with a gay couple. I was their plaything for the evening and did pretty much anything they wanted to me.
It was exciting and terrifying at the same time! They undressed me, massaged me all over with hands and mouth, rimmed, fingered, licked and sucked. After one of them deep throated me and made me explode in his mouth, the other immediately bent me over the bed and fucked me hard until he came!
I surrendered and had it all on my first go! I would like to experience that again... i would be less terrified and enjoy it a lot more!
I prefer to be the submissive bottom for big dicked tops... to be used for their pleasure. Came naturally to me i guess!