I was quite husky for a long time growing up and I loathed myself because I think fat is disgusting. I Would say I have more of an off-season bodybuilder look right now and I only date guys who are either thin and toned or athletic and toned. I don't like other guys as bulky as I am and I just cannot do fat. however, interestingly, when I was fat, a very very physically fit guy was very attracted to me and pursued me until we dated, and actually dumped me because I started getting into shape. I Guess everyone has a type.