I feel when I am in the mood a very almost animalistic drive to have sex with men. I have only been in love with one once and I mostly just want to fuck them or have them fuck me or I get my mouth fucked hard like a vagina. Do others of you feel like this?
I do feel like this on occasions, when the mood takes me - definitely.
I love nothing more than having a guy gag and choke on my big dick, especially when it's in a public place / cruising ground.
True story.
Many years ago I was at my local cruising ground and getting lots of attention.
It was a warm autumn evening and about 5 or 6 guys were on their knees in a circle round me taking turns to suck my dick.
A good looking young blond lad came to see what was going on and he edged into a spot and knelt down.
I didn't make him wait and turned to face him and let him see my dick.
He gently placed his fingers round the base and angled it towards his lips, and slowly and deliberately slid it as far down his throat as he could. He almost took the entire length and the feeling was incredible.
I teased him slightly by waving it in his face (showing off) and he leaned back a little to admire it and then went for it again, almost taking the whole thing but not quite. He pulled back to take a breath and then tried again but I grabbed the back of his head forcing the whole length down his throat.
He pushed me away, and coughing and choking (literally) he scrambled to his feet, turned and ran.
I sensed he'd hurt himself and was genuinely remorseful and worried about him, I watched him run through the long grass and bushes and kept my eye on him as he vaulted over a low barrier and across the road that intersected.
He continued running towards a group of houses and disappeared out of sight......
I couldn't stop thinking about him for the rest of the night and each time I went back to the same cruising spot hoping to bump into him again - just to see he was alright and I guess to ease my conscience ..... but I didn't see him again.
I still feel bad about that and hope that the fact he could run and jump etc means he wasn't mortally wounded.