Like the majority of men and most women the desire or fantasy to share my wife wasn't something that came naturally or was even something I really thought about. Sure there is plenty of cuck/hotwife/mfm porn etc out there that panders to this particular genre but for me it was only a turn onto the extent that the men/women in the vids were hot and not because of the premise. I guess its because I couldn't really relate to it so there was no special appeal. What changed things for me was finding (by total accident) and old email of my wife's to a girlfriend of hers about a guy she was seeing (from before we were together).....This changed the GAME!
A little background on us. Basically your very average and normal couple next door, no special kinks or crazy kind of lifestyle. We never really discussed past lovers and dated for a few years before breaking up for a couple then finding eachother again and getting back together and eventually marrying. I would say our sex life is very healthy, she has a really high libido and we generally have fun of the vanilla nature in the bedroom.
So after we had our couple years apart to sow our wild oats and got back together we were living together when I was going through her email one day looking for an old receipt and stumbled across an email to her girlfriend on the east coast by accident. The title of the email caught my eye, something like "Hottest Night Ever OMG" and I was intrigued and couldn't help myself so I opened it. Because of the time difference between west & east coast, and because of their jobs, the only way her and her girlfriend could catch up was through these long email chains they kept going. This email was all about the guy she was dating at the time and was about their first night that turned into a whole weekend of sex. I have to say I was shocked, the email was detailed (guess girls really do share everything with eachother) and long since the wife is a teacher and a gifted writer. She started off by telling her friend how horny she had been, that she hadn't had sex in months and was ready to tear this guy up after a few dates when he invited her over for the night and cook for her. My own blood was already flowing, in that pre fight my adrenaline is pumping kind of way as i kept reading. She said he pulled out the stops, cooked a whole meal for her and they killed a bottle of wine and she was so horny that they practically tore their clothes off. The next sentence killed me "Oh my god it was the best sex ever! It was so good we did it half a dozen times that night". I was stunned that adrenaline feeling was mixed with anger and that was bolstered by this vision of her in this guys house with candles lit and I wasnt sure how i was feeling so i kept reading. While she didnt actually describe him or his physical attributes strangely enough, she did go on to talk about the sex. Apparently this guy had incredible stamina and he could go hard for 40 min straight and that she "came so many times I lost count"! And that he had her on her back legs pushed back and she things she "came so hard i squired on him". At this point i blame my over active imagination as i pictured her on her back her big tits shaking as she came over and over on this guy. I know this is her favorite position too and for the first time I realized that I was rock hard, like so hard that it was almost painful as I couldnt stop reading. She was supposed to go over for dinner and spend the entire weekend at his place, he fucked her so many times and so deeply she had a "hard time walking" come monday and called in sick to work to recover! By this time I was stroking and hadnt even realized I pulled my pants off and had one of the most intense orgasms of my life. Recovering from damm near passing out I was left to wonder what the fuck just happened and what did it mean!!!!
A little background on us. Basically your very average and normal couple next door, no special kinks or crazy kind of lifestyle. We never really discussed past lovers and dated for a few years before breaking up for a couple then finding eachother again and getting back together and eventually marrying. I would say our sex life is very healthy, she has a really high libido and we generally have fun of the vanilla nature in the bedroom.
So after we had our couple years apart to sow our wild oats and got back together we were living together when I was going through her email one day looking for an old receipt and stumbled across an email to her girlfriend on the east coast by accident. The title of the email caught my eye, something like "Hottest Night Ever OMG" and I was intrigued and couldn't help myself so I opened it. Because of the time difference between west & east coast, and because of their jobs, the only way her and her girlfriend could catch up was through these long email chains they kept going. This email was all about the guy she was dating at the time and was about their first night that turned into a whole weekend of sex. I have to say I was shocked, the email was detailed (guess girls really do share everything with eachother) and long since the wife is a teacher and a gifted writer. She started off by telling her friend how horny she had been, that she hadn't had sex in months and was ready to tear this guy up after a few dates when he invited her over for the night and cook for her. My own blood was already flowing, in that pre fight my adrenaline is pumping kind of way as i kept reading. She said he pulled out the stops, cooked a whole meal for her and they killed a bottle of wine and she was so horny that they practically tore their clothes off. The next sentence killed me "Oh my god it was the best sex ever! It was so good we did it half a dozen times that night". I was stunned that adrenaline feeling was mixed with anger and that was bolstered by this vision of her in this guys house with candles lit and I wasnt sure how i was feeling so i kept reading. While she didnt actually describe him or his physical attributes strangely enough, she did go on to talk about the sex. Apparently this guy had incredible stamina and he could go hard for 40 min straight and that she "came so many times I lost count"! And that he had her on her back legs pushed back and she things she "came so hard i squired on him". At this point i blame my over active imagination as i pictured her on her back her big tits shaking as she came over and over on this guy. I know this is her favorite position too and for the first time I realized that I was rock hard, like so hard that it was almost painful as I couldnt stop reading. She was supposed to go over for dinner and spend the entire weekend at his place, he fucked her so many times and so deeply she had a "hard time walking" come monday and called in sick to work to recover! By this time I was stroking and hadnt even realized I pulled my pants off and had one of the most intense orgasms of my life. Recovering from damm near passing out I was left to wonder what the fuck just happened and what did it mean!!!!