this girl started working in my office about a year and a half ago. I immediately starting talking to her and flirted her up and made her laugh. she let me dirty talk her and all that and after a few months I up and asked if she had a bf. yes, of course she did. well one night I was drinking with her at her place and it happened.. we kissed. then she sucked me off and climbed on top and nutted hard. it was amazing and I didn't feel bad because her bf is a piece of shit
of course she felt terrible but she broke it off with him (2 year relationship) and we became secret lover/ fuck buddies whatever. I met her parents and we became more public. then she started becoming too much. she would call me drunk and beg me to come see her too late in the night (30min drive for me). and after a few of these occurrences she finally asked "am I too much?" of course I said yeah maybe if you could tone it down a bit.. she told me FINE. i'm done begging you.
too much attention was so much better than none at all
she fell silent and we kind of flatlined. I hit her up to just kick it and it feels like i'm being backburnered but I can't prove it or call her on it. she wont tell me to fuck off and I'm not done seeing her. she said "we're both just doing our own thing and I'm just trying to get my life right. I still need time to heal"
which I completely understand. but how can I get her interest back? I messed up by asking her to see me and being needy. put the ball in her court and now I'm left hanging.. dumbass
anyway just sharing my thoughts since I don't really have anyone else who will listen. I guess I already know the answer. move on. she's a detriment to my psyche and it's been a hell of a rollercoaster. the sex is just ridiculous.. we get drunk at the bar and then go home and make her cum. oh well.
oh and shes 24 and I'm 21. not like this was going anywhere. I just miss her. thanks to anyone who read the novel
of course she felt terrible but she broke it off with him (2 year relationship) and we became secret lover/ fuck buddies whatever. I met her parents and we became more public. then she started becoming too much. she would call me drunk and beg me to come see her too late in the night (30min drive for me). and after a few of these occurrences she finally asked "am I too much?" of course I said yeah maybe if you could tone it down a bit.. she told me FINE. i'm done begging you.
too much attention was so much better than none at all
she fell silent and we kind of flatlined. I hit her up to just kick it and it feels like i'm being backburnered but I can't prove it or call her on it. she wont tell me to fuck off and I'm not done seeing her. she said "we're both just doing our own thing and I'm just trying to get my life right. I still need time to heal"
which I completely understand. but how can I get her interest back? I messed up by asking her to see me and being needy. put the ball in her court and now I'm left hanging.. dumbass
anyway just sharing my thoughts since I don't really have anyone else who will listen. I guess I already know the answer. move on. she's a detriment to my psyche and it's been a hell of a rollercoaster. the sex is just ridiculous.. we get drunk at the bar and then go home and make her cum. oh well.
oh and shes 24 and I'm 21. not like this was going anywhere. I just miss her. thanks to anyone who read the novel