Hey, Miaboy77, first off, totally ignore Tripod's offensive remarks <<Do you enjoy freaking out about the skin of your penis and then posting your fucking horror stories so that we all can read them? Go and get some help and leave us alone.>> Look at his photos and be warned of the disaster that awaits the pump-freak. Grotesquely swollen.
The problem is what drove you to the pump in the first place, the emotional/psychic pain that made you unsatisfied with your actual shape and size. Believe me I know what you must have felt, because I too toyed with the idea of getting a pump. I thought my dick was way too small to satisfy anyone. In fact it's an adequate 7" x 5" , but here's my story.....I was abused sexually for 4 years between 8 1/2 and 12 years of age by a much older male, who seemed to have an enormous dick. He made me jerk him off, amongst other things, and his dick seemed so huge and thick in my small hand. My dick was then a child's dick , so of course it was teeny weeny by comparison. However, as I grew up, my hands also grew very large, 10" span, and my dick has never felt large in my own hand, the way his felt. And I cannot see my dick as anything but small. Which is all in my head. And no matter how many chicks ( and guys, I've been there too) I've been with who said,"you're fine, of course you're big enough", I still don't believe them. It was only since coming to this site (where of course there are giants) and seeing that 7" is above average and certainly not teeny, that I have begun to feel better about my size.
It's all in the mind. Look at Psidom, for fucks sake. 6" around his shaft base, a good 8"-9" length, it would seem, and he's not happy with his size!
I do hope you succeed in getting good medical advice.
Ignore unkind, unthinking monsters like Tripod. I'm sure you will heal in time