HUngarian ...but not hung :) greets you

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  1. avg_shooter

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    HI!

    Im a 39 years old hungarian guy. First of all ...let me excuse because of my very poor english. Hope I could express

    myself as I want :) and it could be understandable for all who read it :).

    I have registered for some reason. Did that almost 7 days ago but had no guts to write my introduction till now. (Even now

    my stomack is lifting :) )
    Im starting at the base.

    I was a very ill-conditioned boy at the early years of my life. Several illness turned up on me (Asthma, serious illness

    of the kidney etc) so I was raised like a bird in a cage. It mattered what I eat ..had to diet ..special no salty and

    spicy diet etc. Because of this special diet ...nothing has it tastes except sweets and pastry, pasta. That means I always eating

    those to experience the taste of a food. It followed that I gained weight. I was a fat kid. Had to skipped a few years in

    school at the beginning because of the illnesses...so my socialization havent started like any ordinary kids have.
    So ...I spent many days in my early life at the hospital...and it was raeally hard to get friends that way. When I get

    school ...I was the "kid who do not do gym class" cause I was unable to do excercises because of my kidney.

    Then I lived the life of a kid whom sometimes rejected by his classmates. It was hardly find friends. BUt I managed to

    have my friends later ...we played together , do what kids do in that age. Till a day (probably in the age of 12) Ive

    realized that some of my friends started puberty - they voice changed funny, they looks changed also... but not mine.
    For haven's shake I didnt realized that fast cause I was not doing the gym class ..so locker rooms avoided.

    BUt When I turned 14 ...I was wondered why am I so fat...why my penis is so little (like a6 yrs old) ..didnt understand

    the situation. My parents worried also ...took me to the doctor and she said everything is normal, we have to just wait

    and see.
    I tought its ok I will have my puberty then ...but at the age of 16 I still have that baby fat on me, still have the

    dicksize of a 6 years old..and a funny high voice.

    Ive been humiliated because of my dick ...on a nudist beach once. Ive never again go to any beach or swimming pool till

    then (yes for 27 years Ive never been in any of those).
    I was hiding...really. Avoiding places like locker rooms or any place where I can find guys with big(bigger) dicks...to

    avoid humiliation.

    My classmates make fun of my tiny penis after one of them realized that I have a small one (it happened in the school

    toilet) and start to spread that I must be gay. Imagine that. That hurted me sooo much. Not even I have the smallest

    penis, Im said to be gay....pathetic. I was thinkin about suicide.

    I was madly love in one of my classmate girl...she was so beautyful. And when I was asking her a date ...she said: oh gosh

    I have a boyfrend..and I tought you have one too ...
    I was hurted like hell. I tought I could die.
    But Ive started to grow some pubic hair when I turned to 17...and my penis started to grow. But that insecurity was still

    inside of me because of my penis.

    Certainly Ive j/o and watch porn magazines, phantasies about girls...but I always had to come to the conclusion that I

    cant be with any girls..

    So I live my life ...my penis growth to 6,1' and 5,5' girth ..(wich is I think not bad...not big, but ok ) but my

    insecurity never vanished.
    I always blame myself for everything. I hate myself, I hate to be as I am. Cannot accept myself.

    Now that is a reason why am I here. To accept myself ...and accept that people lives around me. To accept that other guys have big ones and its ok. Its not against me ..its not my fault. And I dont have to worry about myself.

    So here I am ...

    Sorry about the wall of text here. Hope it have meanings

    Have a nice day to you!
     
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    ok ..it was a mistake to write "not hung" ..noone views my intro now lol :)
     
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    Welcome to LPSG. You obviously had a very difficult time growing up but from looking at your pictures - you were most definitely a late developer.
     
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    Oh yes, someone just read your intro, all of it ,-) That was quite an interesting and moving background story and nothing I'd have thought to find here. Cap off for being so open about the whole thing!




     
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    Welcum! Hang in there, buddy! You certainly sound like a survivor! This is a great place to make friends and get new ideas. Have fun!
     
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    welcome to the group i like your story not everyone that is here is hung hugs
     
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    thanks for the welocme messsages ... and to read my story. Looking around the site now. Hopeing to find my place here
     
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    Welcome, my fellow late bloomer :)
    I am also pretty new to the site.

    Hopefully you will find your time here therapeutic, I know I am!
     
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    Welcome & Enjoy yourself man! :)
     
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    Ive uploaded some pictures to my gallery.
    I was Trying to experiment with new looks on pics when I did these pictures...wanted to be uncommon.
    I should like my ugly body so I hope someone enjoying the view

    Acro - batic
     
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    That's insane :)
    I couldn't do that in a million years!
     
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    Brother, you're OK...no matter what others say...
     
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    :smile:You are one HOT man my friend!!!! WOW!!!!! :):tongue:
     
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    Hey, it takes all sorts, friend =)
     
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    Welcome, and more power to you, bud!

    I'm in a relationship with a guy who is totally obsessed with huge dicks...it's obvious that he wishes mine were bigger (I'm still not sure why he's stayed with me for 18 years).... and he judges other people by the size of their cock sometimes.

    I find it completely ridiculous, since that's the one thing that's totally out of our control...we're born with whatever we're born with (I'm not trying to get into a debate over lengthening, here, just making an observation)....I say be proud of the things you HAVE accomplished (and even though you're not gay, I hope you're not offended when I say you look very nice to me!)...your dick is a nice size (mine isn't much bigger!), and as long as you have fun with it, I think that's all that counts.

    *bearhugs*

    Patrick.
     
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    I just read your story avg. and I hope your time here has been helpful.
    I hope you've been able to make some friends and find some good honest help around here... (yeah, its here, but sometimes you have to dig for it.)

    Kids can be really cruel and mean. Sometimes they know what they are doing and sometimes they don't. It's the ones that know what they are doing and still being mean that grow up to be ugly adults.

    You, my good man, are not ugly in any shape, form or fashion.

    It's tough to overcome a life of insecurities. But knowing that most of your insecurities were caused by things out of your control, you have absolutely proven that you are a take charge person and whe you decide to do something you will succeed. The weight loss is highly commendable, even more so that you have no excess skin anywhere (amazing!)

    Hopefully these next 40 years will be much better for you than the last 40... Feeling 20 is wonderful.. I still close my eyes and I am 21 all over again!


    Good luck

    FP
     
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    well done!
     
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    That was a great intro, very honest and revealing. I'm so sorry you suffer from insecurity (as so many of us do) due to the treatment of cruel kids; it took years to get over mine. I hope your time here has been helpful. It has for me. A belated welcome to you!
     
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    Csokolom (En csak keveset beszelek Magyarol). Don't worry, Magyar. It's mostly a friendly crowd here. And all of us, I'm sure, have gone through bad times in our lives when it doesn't seem worth living. And we've all been let down in love. Yes, even "big" guys. We're no different.

    No need to avoid the bigger guys now. We don't bite. Well, I don't.

    Best wishes and good luck

    Simon9
     
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    Welcome, Your Situation certainly is very interesting to read. I appreciate your story and the person you have now become. Well Done.
     
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