I Always Knew You Were Gay

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J.B. was a guy I knew from school. I won’t say we were exactly friends more like someone part of a group of guys that we all hung out at various times. In fact, J.B. was a very homely tall gangly guy and kind of a verbal bully. So he was the type you might hang around more because you had to pretend that you liked him so he wouldn’t bully you, rather than it really being the case. This is not to say I disliked him, you could just tolerate so much and then wanted to be away from him. His self-confidence always seemed annoying to me as well.

Things changed for the worse between J.B. and I when four of us guys went to play golf one weekend. One of the other guys belonged (or his parents belonged) to a country club. We were told that after playing golf we could go swimming there, have lunch, etc. so we were told to bring change of clothes and swimming suits. Typical of J.B. he would dominate conversation on the golf course, brag when he did something well, put you down when you didn’t, etc. Plus, he bragged about fucking this girl that we both knew and liked. I at first thought he was just making it up but then he talked about how she had these big nipples which made it sound like he had an honest intimate knowledge of her body. He talked about how she screamed from his fucking and that his big dick stretched her and she was so tight because he has a big one and so on. I figured he was just the typical guy bragging to other guys but it felt to a certain extent that he was rubbing his conquest in my face as well.

After the golf game we went to the locker room to change. However, they had a strict rule that you had to shower first before going to the pool and there was an attendant so it seemed no choice. I had never been naked amongst my friends and sort of took my time not entirely comfortable with the idea. However, when I went into the shower area standing almost right in front of me totally naked was J.B. toweling himself off. My heart sunk because hanging between his legs was the thickest penis I had ever seen in a totally flaccid state. It seemed so undeserving that a jerk like him would be so incredibly well endowed. I know it sounds like bullshit but it was totally round and like the thickness of a wrist. It wasn’t super long but so incredibly thick and spongy looking making it appear that it could grow even larger. Now, I couldn’t stare of course but when I could sneak a few peeks I did. I had to fight from getting an erection because not only was it so shocking to see such a huge penis, it looked so intimidating yet exciting and fascinating. The truth was I wanted to reach out and touch it and seeing something of that immense thick size you couldn’t help but respect. Now, I am an average sized 6" erect guy maybe 3 1/2 soft, nothing to be ashamed of but nothing that stands out penis-size either. So the difference between J.B. and me were like a small pickle next to a big cucumber. Nothing was said at the moment and I quickly went into the shower and then back to change into my bathing suit. Later when we were in the pool I would try to see if you could observe a big bulge or any sign of that huge organ but you wouldn’t know it was that big unless you did.

This one incident could have been the end of the story. However, it wasn’t. First, that night I masturbated thinking about his huge penis and what it was like to have and also fantasizing about what our mutual female friend thought when seeing it and experiencing it. No wonder she was stretched. Plus, I felt now I could never have sex with her after her being with J.B. other than to give her a good laugh. He just now seemed so superior to me sexually with that massive penis and my jealousy of it was off the charts. Several times over the next few weeks or perhaps a month or more I would occasionally see J.B. in our group or briefly individually and just imagine while we were talking what was buried beneath his clothes. I wanted to see it again. But, as much as I believed J.B. had no idea of any of my inner thoughts or my surprise when having seen him naked. But in the most embarrassing way our size difference was called out by J.B.. How? Well one day the girl that I was friendly with but J.B. had claimed he had a sexual relationship with, we were all together in the stands at a football game. I don’t remember exactly when but perhaps with some beers suddenly J.B. turned to her and me saying loudly so all could hear, “You are lucky you are with me babe, my cock is 3x the size of his, maybe more.” She gave a slight embarrassed smile but of course I felt humiliated. I tried to laugh it off but I could feel myself flushed and embarrassed way more than she was. He persisted unfortunately. “Honey, after me, you would not even feel him” as he proudly laughed. “Stop it” she said, but laughed as well only adding to my humiliation. The worst part was it was true. The rest of the game she and I did not speak and once J.B. got his dig in nothing more was said after that. I hated him but was equally jealous of this undeserving guy having such a bigger and better cock than mine. I never really interacted with her much after that, and as time moved on the relationship with the guys including J.B. ended as we moved to different cities or different lives.

It was 10 years later where I got an invitation to a reunion of sorts back in my original home town. I hadn’t been there for that long and so did attend. My parents had moved and retired so I had to stay in a hotel. The hotel where we were having the reunion had a great rate so it was a no brainer for me to stay there. Of course prior to the reunion several of the guys got together again which included J.B. He hadn’t changed very much but also I learned had moved and was staying in the same hotel for the same reason. The girl we both knew however did not come to the reunion and J.B. said he hadn’t seen her in years anyway. The reunion itself kind of sucked as after having traveled it was a bit surprising that not that many people actually attended. Plus, some who did, I never knew anyway. So the whole thing ended kind of early and J.B., I, and our other two former friends hung around in the bar for a while. The two others still lived in town and quite frankly not only had we grown apart there wasn’t the same camaraderie anymore either. So I could tell when one guy came up with an excuse to leave the other quickly took that opportunity to leave too. So, now it was just J.B. and I at the bar. J.B. said, “I know a woman I can call, you have to pay her but we can both fuck her. I was reluctant because that wasn’t exactly a desire on my part because I had learned over those 10 years that I was more bi and way toward the gay side than straight. I actually had only been with women but had a long time acquaintance with a guy who liked to do mutual j.o, and oral on me. I did try it on him but he was very small and I didn’t find it very exciting. But, of course I didn’t want J.B. to know any of this. So, J.B. told me to follow him to his room and he would call this evidently professional woman of the evening (so to speak). So, like in a time machine where his dominant bully style of behavior and my submissiveness to it instantly had returned. Thus I followed him to his room in our hotel.
 

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J.B. called this woman in the privacy of his hotel room while I sat there but got voice mail. He left her a detailed message. Once he hung up he started talking about how horny he was. Of course he started his bragging just like he had done years earlier about how he had bedded many women. Yet, the details he started giving made it believable. When describing a few of his experiences his voice got quite hoarse and you could tell there was a vibe of excitement as it seemed otherwise eerily quiet. We waited and there was no call back. J.B. over the next 15 minutes started getting agitated and complaining that he had talked with this same woman earlier about getting together and actually said his big cock needed relief.

“Let’s watch some porn” J.B. then suggested. He did some type of pay per view and it took a minute or two to get to the sex scene as we just sat there watching. When the girl in the movie started sucking the guys cock, J.B. laughed and commented how his cock was so much bigger than these guys and he should be the porn star. He then looked at me and said, “You’ve seen it, right?” “Did I” pretending like I didn’t remember? “Here look at this monster” and J.B. stood up and promptly pulled down his pants and underwear in one motion. “Something isn’t it” J.B. said with a proud grin. Instead of pulling up his clothes he simply kept standing while kicking everything other than his shirt off. My memory or perception hadn’t been wrong, his cock was huge and it was hanging there soft or maybe just slightly erect because it seemed a little longer than I recalled. “Let’s see what you got” J.B. laughingly said. “That’s alright” I replied and you could hear the embarrassment of my voice. “I bet you got a little one like most guys, let me see” J.B. forcefully instructed. I could tell he wasn’t going to let me out of it, so I stood up and did the same as he did. “Man, that isn’t going to satisfy any woman” bet some don’t even know it’s in them. “What have they told you, be honest.” I hesitated and then J.B. laughed and said, “I always knew you were gay.” J.B. continued, “I know you want to suck it come here.” My mind raced and I know I turned red. But, he was right, I did want to touch and suck it. “Oh shit” J.B. again laughed because despite any effort to avoid it my cock had grown quickly erect.” “That’s all you got” J.B. once again was enjoying humiliating me, but I have to admit it was also a turn-on to see his massive penis. “OK, not more bullshit, come here and suck it.” Like a slave to his cock, I walked over and got on my knees so I was now face to face with this massive organ.

Now before I go on, understand that during the 10 year interim I was not all that sexually experienced with many different people. I was alone for a good year and then had a girlfriend for 5 years and yes I was capable of having sex with her but it was never really satisfactory for me. I often would imagine being with a guy in order to get off when having sex with her. After we broke up, I did meet a guy throug an online connection and as I described he enjoyed doing oral on me but I found it dull to suck him because he was smaller than me. So, I wasn’t inexperienced with doing oral but not like on a huge penis that now was in front of my face. What a difference to see something like J.B.’s cock and the curiosity and respect of his big organ was all within a tremendous excitement I had at the moment. So, I opened my mouth as wide as possible and tried to fit the huge head of this unbelievable thick penis still pretty soft and fortunately pliable enough to squeeze it in. OMG, what a sensation to have your mouth stretched wide with this warm spongy huge male organ of power and sexuality. Without touching my cock, it was so painfully hard erect from the turn-on of this superior male. Plus, you could feel the heat and movement of his penis starting to grow even bigger. It was so entirely different than the one other small penis I had on occasions sucked. J.B,’s cock was overwhelming yet making me feel so submissive to this absolute superior masculinity. I put my hand around the base and found now with his quickly having grown fully erect a thickness slightly more than where my fingers could literally not touch even when grasping it tightly. But putting that pressure on the base expanded the head as well to almost where I couldn’t contain it in my mouth. In fact, I really could not suck more than the head and to breath would occasional have to pull slightly back and remove his penis from my mouth and licked it instead. Then I moved to suck his balls after J.B. instructed me to do so.

I had never given much attention or thought to J.B.’s balls because the penis was so big it simply attracted your total attention. But, at this angle although his testicles did not look or feel that big the ball sack was a size to match his big penis. It was fun to tug on the sac a bit as it took up more than your hand slightly swinging and the way J.B. responded with a moan or two told me he liked it as well. I thought to myself his sack was again twice mine and so this man literally had a penis nearly twice my thickness, much longer, and overall put mine to so much shame in comparison. Well shame became the next thing or humiliation. As J.B. got turned on he became very verbal while I returned to sucking the best that I could his so thick penis. There were several times I would move slightly back just to look at his cock hardly being able to believe how much desire it created. I imagined that girl from high school we both knew being in my place and what she or any womoan must of experienced with this tremendous cock. It became crystal clear to me when seeing a penis of such massive size that you would desire for it to fuck you. J.B. perhaps sensed my desire or enthusiasm or excitement over his cock.

J.B. as I said became very verbal and it matched his bullying personality. “You like this big cock don’t you? You wish you had a big cock like mine? Yours is so puny and can never fuck like I can. Suck it, you love it don’t you.” The truth was everything he was saying was correct. In fact his verbal attack only made me more enthusiastic in my sucking. I pulled away and looked up at him several times as he stood here proudly. Damn, how big was it. My staring at it while grasping sometimes with both hands must have encouraged J.B. even more. ‘You are holding an 8 by 7 ¼” around monster my friend. Worship it like you wish it was yours.” I returned to vigorously sucking it because J.B. was correct, I was worshiping it. “Yeah, do it right, move those hands up and down faster.” I followed every instruction J.B. was telling me to do. Suddenly without warning he grabbed the back of my head and pushed his penis further where I tried to resist. There was a huge gush of cum and J.B. held my head so tight and because of his thickness, the cum blasted my throat I was gagging but it was running the outside of my mouth down his cock. “Fuck, fuck, fuck, don’t stop, suck harder” J.B. commanded. Again, I did as instructed although I did not like the amount of his cum but it felt like my place to suck him dry which I did. Finally, J.B. stood back and told me to lick the excess cum off his softening but still amazingly thick cock. I actually liked his penis a bit more in the semi flaccid state because the pliability made it a bit easier to hold, handle, suck, and lick. Finally, J.B. plopped naked on the couch laughing and looking at me. “Man, I knew you always would be a good cock sucker.” Come back in the morning and do it again before I leave. Like that, J.B. dismissed me not caring about my still raging erection which I had to put back inside my underwear and pants as I embarrassingly quickly got dressed and left.

(More to come of this experience regarding the next morning once I see feedback).
 

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Back in my room, I was left with all the sexual excitement that occurred and of course had not cum myself. I quickly got undressed and so to avoid any distraction I turned off the lights so I could be in total darkness and started thinking about all that I had done and jacked off finishing rather quickly to how much I envied J.B.’s cock. I remember imagining what it would be like to have that big penis hanging off my own body and how fantastic life would be. It in an odd way stimulated me that this kind of brutish bully was so unfairly gifted in the top percentile of men and what makes a man. I knew with a cock like his I would have been a much more confident person plus I had to believe it must feel really awesome to have so much penis to be stimulated and not feel small like sometimes I had with my prior girlfriend. Plus, my smaller cocked friend was not a turn-on to see or suck like it was with a cock like J.B.'s.

It was about 6:45 am the next morning my phone rang and it was J.B. who said to get over to his room quickly. Quite frankly I had a difficult night sleeping just thinking about that big penis of his. However, in his typical style there really wasn’t someone asking but telling. I wanted to jump in the shower and I believe I said something like that but J.B. was very focused on it being immediate. So, I put on some jogging clothes quickly and headed down to his room. There was never a thought of saying no.

I knocked on the door and J.B. yelled out it’s open, get in here and shut it. I opened the door and quickly saw J.B. lying on top of his bed with his huge penis fully erect laying upwards past his belly button. I shut the door and J.B. said very confidently, “Get over here and suck this thing I woke up this morning like this and you need to take care of it.” At a distance you could really get a very good perception of just how thick it was in this pose especially the base as it was about as wide as the ball sack. In fact, you could see the lump there of where the hidden part of the penis went into his body and I thought to myself if you pull the balls down it would even be longer. I wanted to jack my cock while sucking his so I removed my shorts and got in between his legs and first started by just licking and sucking on his balls. I then worked my way up his cock and then pulled it toward me so I could suck on it. J.B. just lay back like a King being worshipped. I started sucking his cock and he just stayed quiet for a few minutes with his eyes closed enjoying the sensations. I can’t begin to describe the wonderful sensation of having that big cock to suck without any interruptions

After maybe 3 or 4 minutes all of a sudden J.B. lurched up getting off the bed and moved behind me. “Turn over” J.B said in what seemed like an angry demanding voice. “Why” I looked at J.B. but not being stupid I had a bad feeling on what he had in mind. “Bud, this big cock needs relief I am gonna fuck you,”J.B. said. “J.B, I have never done that and you are way too big.” J.B. just grabbed me and pushed me over so my back was to him and pulled me to the edge of the bed so I was on all fours. “I know you want to get fucked, relax and take it, I know what I am doing. I have ass fucked several women and if they can handle it you can. You will love it this big cock makes it special.” J.B. didn’t wait for more discussion and I could feel him quickly trying to push that huge head of his cock in me. Now, the truth was I was in his power and totally submissive to his male superiority. I absolutely had the overwhelming desire after having sucking his cock to be fucked but never had done it before. In fact, I had never felt the desire until having the opportunity to be seeing and touching a cock of his size. I also knew that I wanted that big penis to fuck me even though I was scared of the pain. It all just seemed to be correct. Who was I compared to J.B. being a man with so much a bigger penis than mine? He should be in charge being so well-endowed was my thinking. I could feel him pushing and kind of missing my hole, so I reached around to place it properly and was reminded in that position where my fingers could hardly touch just what a big penis was going to penetrate me. With surprising force, he pushed and I must have opened wide because his penis went in a few inches and unfortunately it hurt really badly. I tried to pull away but J.B. instructed don’t move you will make it worse. I struggled and told him it hurt. It felt like a burning pain. Surprisingly, J.B. perhaps not with complete honesty asked me if I wanted him to stop. I didn’t. But, even if I did, J.B. was holding my hips so tight I knew I couldn’t move. He was in complete control being much bigger and stronger than myself. As much as it hurt, there was also a psychological aspect of submission on my part to the superior man. It was my place somehow and there weirdly was a comfort or stimulation of this role. He has a huge cock, should be in charge, and my place was to submit to his superiority. Now, I can’t say all this was clear in my mind at this very moment, but I think it was in some aspect of my consciousness.

J.B. continued to push and do slight fucking motions and the pain was there but not to such a degree that I couldn’t tolerate it. Suddenly, I felt myself open up more and his huge instrument went sliding inside of me. It was a very odd feeling which I was not sure I liked at first. But, then he started this slow fucking motion and when he would pull back and then push in again the pushing in felt good. After a minute or so, he began moving a bit faster and I actually found myself fucking back when he would partially withdraw. When I did that I heard J.B. laugh and say, “You’re my little bitch, and I see you want this cock.” He then began fucking more vigorously and I sometimes could feel that big ball sack slap against my balls. Wow, I thought, I am getting fucked and it’s good. The room was silent except for J.B.’s grunts as he fucked me pretty hard. He stopped for a second with his cock completely inside me like he was resting. Then I could feel this long slide out of me. “Turn over” J.B. commanded. I did as he instructed. J.B. then grabbed my lower hips and pulled me to the edge of the bed, looked at me with a very mean look and said, “I am going to fuck you like a woman.”

J.B. aimed his cock and slid inside once again but this time facing each other and then with him pulling my legs up to wrap around his back. He began a very hard pounding and his face was lustful but with a scowl. “You little dicked fag he said, I am your master aren’t I.” When he talked it seemed to spur himself on. The look he had actually was a little scary but again psychologically it was feeling correct. As he fucked me I started feeling my cock becoming rock hard and I started jerking it and found myself talking back with a very soft submissive voice. “Your cock is so big, it feels so good.” J.B. said I am so much better than you, so much bigger, say it.” “Yes, J.B. I am a little boy compared to you, I see why woman desire you.” J.B. had his eyes closed, “I always knew you were gay, tell me.” Yes, J.B. it’s because of that big dick of yours. I could never compete with it, you can fuck a man or a woman so much better than me, you are much more of a man.” As I was talking suddenly J.B. groaned and I could feel his huge cock pulsating cumming inside me. All these sensations were things I had never experienced and it was so pleasurable that I came as well just from it occurring. J.B. took no time and quickly pulled out, got up and headed to the bathroom. On his way, he just turned around and told me to leave.

I quickly got dressed and went back to my room. I jumped in the shower and was surprised that my penis was still hard and I jacked off in the shower although I really couldn’t cum. But, that was how energized, excited, and turned on from all that had happened. I never heard from J.B. afterwards or ever again. But, the memory is still clearly there.