Hey guys, just had something in my head, thought I'd share it with you guys. I am a straight guy, love women. never been with a man. I am fascinated by big penises to the point where i wouldn't mind pleasuring another one. (I've never done so) I've been thinking about it lots, to the point I contemplated going to a gay nightclub. The problem is I'm not bi-sexual or homosexual. Even though I am fascinated by big cocks, I feel really grossed out at the thought of kissing another man or even seeing two guys kiss. The whole gay sex idea for me isn't daunting at all, I wouldnt mind trying it but it's the thought of kissing another guy that freaks me out. I never have fantasies about friends, its just hot guys online that I wouldn't mind pleasuring. Also, I could never fall into an emotional connection with a man, that would gross me out too. I hope I havent offended anyone...but is it normal for a straight guy to have such mixed thoughts like these?