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I may be confused or intrigued. As long as I can remember, I enjoyed seeing guys in the gym, naked. I was very-turned on by guys and their bulges, especially when I saw their boxers peeking out from the bottom of their gym shorts. I never thought much about being str8, bi or gay. I went on with life, career, two marriages (married now) and yet, as time goes on, I feel I am missing out on something. I have no desire for sex with my wife. I fake it. I hate pussy; its ugly. In fact, I always preferred anal sex with women. So far I’ve never been with a guy, but the urge is becoming so strong that I really think about it almost all the time. I have always been turned on by dicks, and every fantasy I have is about guys. I am always jerking off to guys only. I can’t even get hard looking at a woman. I guess as I think about it more now than ever before, I wonder if I am gay, or bi. I know I can’t identify as str8. I guess I just wanted to pour this all out and ask what you guys think? It is very confusing to me, but interesting.