Bratwurst: thanks guys, thanks a bunch. but please dont dealete me, i need this support, i am SO confused about life. Do you know Dr. Lin? at actionlove.com, he makes me feel like SHIT! he told me that i cant satisfy a women because of my large dick because supposeably us large guys dont have as much control and are too bulky to have accuracy in bed, and because of the hella more volume supposeably i hand get a 2 oclock errection which is what a woman wants (i got a solid 4 oclok, usually its 3 oclock though). but then i come here and read about you guys and your topics and then i feel like such a less a man, and i am soooooooo jealous at the end and confused. its like i am in limbo, i am way too big to be like Dr. Lin (hes asian too, does that mean anything?) ideal woman gratifying man, but not big enough to live up to you guys. PLEASE DONT DELETE ME i need something here. I am jelquing in the morning to hopefully gain size, should i? oh and one thing more............ theres this girl at school who i absolutely adore, but is a grade older (shes grade 12, i am grade 11) and i am soooooooo into her. But i dont know how to get past this "great school friend" thing. She recently was with (for one year) a guy who is/was the main supplier of coke for vancouver island. Shes broke up with him (2 weeks ago), but recently just went over and spent the night at his place to midnight, even though she has personally told me she has NO intrest what so ever anymore in this guy (whos 5 years older and fat) because they fought ALL the time. Does this recent "hanging out" at his place mean anything? How can i make my move in? I am real pretty boy and this "g-funk" (druggy lord) is more of a guy who takes advantages of woman and is an absolute asshole. Should i try and do something to i dont know, like be an asshole and try and not look like such a pretty boy. Do girls find really in shape guys who are super nice and respectful of them like me attractive? WHAT should i do? FUCK this must make no sense. ps. i recently took up methamphedamine (is the good stuff though, 98-100% pure, so its not street unsafe) to help with this absolute LOVESICK depression. oh and i am not a virgin, i have had my share off very pretty girls, and they say my dick size is awesome, but i just strive for perfection (i got 6% body fat at 5'9" and 155 lbs.) and i just want my dick to be the best out there. BUT THIS GIRL IS SOO MUCH MORE THAN A HOT ASS, i really know her, and this affliction i have i have never felt before.... i just need to hold her! well for those of you who make sense of this jibb (lol, pun on words) thanks for your time. PLEASE dont boot me. oh and do penus enlargement pills, like prosollution help keep a healthy dick? like supplements for your body... i guess it wont help me get bigger....... but excercises might., know any good ones????