Ever since I was 15, I wanted a huge penis. To the point where I would honestly take a penis that is too big to be comfortable to women than stay my size. I don't really have a right to complain either. I'm about 7-7.5 long and 5 around (5.5 around the head). I've never had a complaint that I was too small. I'm pretty sure women are pleased with my actions. I'm very attentive to their needs in bed. but whenever I see a porn, or a picture of a big one, I become extremely envious. I don't want to be. I hate that I am. I know it could be worse, i could be smaller. I'm healthy, I have a good life. I have no reason to complain at all. But I just can't shake this feeling that I want to be bigger so badly. I don't know what I'm asking really. I just feel the need to vent this. talk anonymously to people because I can't really talk about this to people I know.