I'm 21 years old and I've been jerking off everyday for almost 10 years.
At the first years (by the time I'd be 18), I'd only stick to porn, as I shouldn't be doing this type of thing with other people on the internet (even though I've already had fun with some guys on omegle at that time). Things started to change when I turned 18 and felt like I could do what I wanted to do at last. I never quit porn, just got to add another fun piece to my game: anonymous gay chat sites.
From that time, porn started to be a fail safe. If I meet somebody who thinks I'm hot enough, then good, if not, I watch whatever I've already set on multiple tabs on my computer. I spend hours on porn. from 8pm to 2-3am, jerking my cock and watching multiple porn videos and guys on chaturbate and texting guys and sending nudes.
I always have this feeling that I should stop jerking off, but I always fail. I always come back to either snapchat or general porn. I live in a small town, and I don't think I'm brave enough to have actual adventures with men. All I know, is that I think I should try to embrace this naughty side of mine, without thinking of quitting it.
I also don't really know what was this thread for, I guess I just needed to share my feelings and my current state. But yeah, and happy new year!
At the first years (by the time I'd be 18), I'd only stick to porn, as I shouldn't be doing this type of thing with other people on the internet (even though I've already had fun with some guys on omegle at that time). Things started to change when I turned 18 and felt like I could do what I wanted to do at last. I never quit porn, just got to add another fun piece to my game: anonymous gay chat sites.
From that time, porn started to be a fail safe. If I meet somebody who thinks I'm hot enough, then good, if not, I watch whatever I've already set on multiple tabs on my computer. I spend hours on porn. from 8pm to 2-3am, jerking my cock and watching multiple porn videos and guys on chaturbate and texting guys and sending nudes.
I always have this feeling that I should stop jerking off, but I always fail. I always come back to either snapchat or general porn. I live in a small town, and I don't think I'm brave enough to have actual adventures with men. All I know, is that I think I should try to embrace this naughty side of mine, without thinking of quitting it.
I also don't really know what was this thread for, I guess I just needed to share my feelings and my current state. But yeah, and happy new year!
