How are you doing now? It's been a month or so since you posted. I am a happily married woman and although I have a very vivid imagination, and have fantasies about having sex with another person, I would not do anything about it because it would destory my marriage and hurt my husband. Fantasies are fantasies that should hurt no one. Once, I did actually think about asking my hubby if I could have sex with a particular person, but I didn't ask for five million reasons and won't. Nor will I let another man touch me in an intimate way. Way too painful and decietful.
I would say that the problem is with your wife and her inability to respect herself and honor you. For me, lpsg is way more than enough and I do have guilt over it. Once could be forgiven - maybe - but five years is beyond the pale. I do not like being a negative person, but I want to tell you that I think she will do it again. It's not your fault but hers. If you can deal with that, then working on your marraige is a great option and maybe both of you will decide to have an open relationship. Otherwise, guard your heart. Peace to you.
great advice. thanks for sharing. each post gives me something new to think about