I could never let a man come near my dick

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I'm gonna get shot for this, but...

If you continue to watch gay porn, and are continuously curious about homosexuality, maybe you might have some bisexuality about yourself, but it is your own guilt and shame that brings on the disgust?

Story - I used to work in a gay bath-house (Oh, the stories I could tell!), and there was this one guy who came in very regularly. He would come in, looking to the floor as he was paying his cover, barely speaking, obviously ashamed of what he was doing. Rush into the changing rooms and head off into the venue, already hard. After 30 mins, there was always a commotion upstairs, and he would come hammering down the stairs shouting "Fuckin queers!" or something of the same effect. Get dressed, banging and slamming around, and being quite violent. If someone would stand up to him, there would be a fist fight. And on his exit he would say, as he passed the counter, "You should fuckin bar me from this place, its full of fuckin faggots!" After a while we got used to him and when we heard him coming, we held the door open for a swifter exit. lol

Obviously, when he shot his load, and the horniness passed, his guilt and his own shame kicked in with a vengeance, and he couldnt handle it.

Reason for the story? Be honest with yourself! You dont need to post a reply to prove anything.

Incidentally, Im a gay man, who gets grossed out by gay porn. There are only a very few (like one or two) gay pornos i have seen that I liked. I much prefer straight porn.
 

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...on his exit he would say... "...this place, its full of fuckin faggots!"

Obviously, when he shot his load, and the horniness passed, his guilt and his own shame kicked in with a vengeance, and he couldnt handle it.

^ probably a right-wing, conservative politician
 

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To me men just aren't soft, and feminine enough. Everytime I watch a gay porno I get so grossed out. Are there any other str8 members with my views ?

I don't like muscle or roughness

What's your point? If you are straight, then you are straight. Is this some kind of affirmation?
 

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I'm gonna get shot for this, but...

If you continue to watch gay porn, and are continuously curious about homosexuality, maybe you might have some bisexuality about yourself, but it is your own guilt and shame that brings on the disgust?

Story - I used to work in a gay bath-house (Oh, the stories I could tell!), and there was this one guy who came in very regularly. He would come in, looking to the floor as he was paying his cover, barely speaking, obviously ashamed of what he was doing. Rush into the changing rooms and head off into the venue, already hard. After 30 mins, there was always a commotion upstairs, and he would come hammering down the stairs shouting "Fuckin queers!" or something of the same effect. Get dressed, banging and slamming around, and being quite violent. If someone would stand up to him, there would be a fist fight. And on his exit he would say, as he passed the counter, "You should fuckin bar me from this place, its full of fuckin faggots!" After a while we got used to him and when we heard him coming, we held the door open for a swifter exit. lol

Obviously, when he shot his load, and the horniness passed, his guilt and his own shame kicked in with a vengeance, and he couldnt handle it.

Reason for the story? Be honest with yourself! You dont need to post a reply to prove anything.

Incidentally, Im a gay man, who gets grossed out by gay porn. There are only a very few (like one or two) gay pornos i have seen that I liked. I much prefer straight porn.
That is a very good story. I'm surprised you let the protagonist in the door on return visits! It is nice you showed compassion that is missing from some of the posts in this thread.

The story is somewhat familiar, both personally and from men I have known. It is fairly easy for men to find reasons for self-loathing or loathing others. Especially those for whom introspection is too discomfiting or upsetting. It's all those "damn faggots" out there trying to get me!
 

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what I want to know is what motivated you to start this post.

I'm almost incline to believe that you want to mess around with a guy and dont want to admit it
 

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To me men just aren't soft, and feminine enough. Everytime I watch a gay porno I get so grossed out. Are there any other str8 members with my views ?

I don't like muscle or roughness

I have an ex who was kind of like this, for awhile- or went through such a phase. Before finally getting over his issues and admitting he likes dick. :p
 

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To me men just aren't soft, and feminine enough. Everytime I watch a gay porno I get so grossed out. Are there any other str8 members with my views ?

I don't like muscle or roughness

I am so very sorry for your loss.
 

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I'll answer the question rather than shoot down the author.

I am not gay and have no desire to have anal sex, either giving or receiving. I am not physically attracted to men. However, I don't mind another person, male or female touching my dick. As long as that person is clean, my dick is ready for whatever attention it can get. I have been sucked by a few guys. I enjoyed it and will do it again if available. I will not suck them in return.

Label me a closet gay or whatever you want, it will not affect how I think of myself.
 

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Yeah I'm like the OP, it sucks. Everytime I put a dick in my mouth or my ass I feel like I want to puke. Every single time man, nothing more disgusting than a guy fucking me in the ass, I just feel so helpless, there's nothing I could do. They always make me suck their dick while I'm forced to watch gay porn and it's sickening I say, SICKENING!

For those that're slow I'm being sarcastic as fuck. The OP needs a reality check, or to troll somewhere else, these kinds of posts are pathetic. But that also says something about someone who's looking to get a rise out of people they've never met on a forum.