Hey guys.. so I'm attracted to masculine/straight acting guys. But growing up in South Georgia there are none in my vicinity. There are alot of guys in my class that I fantasize about, but my physical contact with them is just a minor hand shake. As of late, I've been feeling really depressed because I want to have a relationship and text cute little messages but I cant do any of that. But I'm getting side tracked, I just wanna know can I just stop being GAY/BI because its only pain and no pleasure (for me).