I was kind of spoiled. My last LTR, my girlfriend was forced to move in with me after only a couple of months of dating. I didn't mind, neither did she, and we lived together quite happily for 5 years. I have honestly never had a relationship where we constantly had to set up meetings, fit each other in our schedules, and such. Now that I am living in a big city, I am starting to see, this is kind of the norm for most people, and the first year,a t least, of their relationships. But I don't wanna do that. I just want to have someone to live with again. I don't want to have to go through all this crap, no sex on demand, phone calls, missed calls, canceled meetings, nights alone, too tired to drive tonight, jealousy, asking someone if they want to live together, or get married, risking rejection from someone that is important.... fuck. this is basically just a rant. I dont wanna!!