Lafever and Shani...
My heart hurts so bad for you and your loss. Although I want to say something comforting and helpful, at times like this I am at a loss for words. So many before me have said much that I believe you will find comforting, but I do want to add mine to theirs.
Since I joined lpsg, I have become familiar with your user name, avatar, photos, and of course some of your postings. I might not have interacted directly with you, and you might not know me, but you and I are LPSG Brothers, and members of this unusual but large family. Please know, that as a member of this extended family, we all grieve with you and Shani.
We may not understand the trials and tribulations that life sometimes brings to us, but I sincerely believe that there is a reason and a purpose for all things. Time heals.
Be strong for each other, love each other without bounds of any kind, and let your tears and grief wash away the sorrow. Never forget the love that you have for your son and keep him as a smile in your hearts and souls
forever. There will be a day soon when the sun will come out and shine warmly on you and you will see and feel happiness again.
Know that your family here loves you and is praying for you all.