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Hi, I have been a viewer of this site for years but have finally created an account because I really need some help. Its complicated, I have OCD, it is caused by a the feeling that sperm is dirty. Its very difficult, being a young man I get horny a lot but because the OCD makes it difficult I only masturbate once a week and then have a long shower afterwards to make sure I am definitely clean. The trouble is I can get really horny in the week and don't want any wet dreams. I have learnt to cope with my OCD but I want to do other things now. I would like to join a gym because I need to lose some weight but I am worried that the exercise and the gym showers might make me even hornier making it more likely of having a wet dream. I am a virgin because of this and I really want to have sex and a relationship. I have tried just all therapy types but nothing works, im desperate for a change. Its so so controlling, I need help. Any advice or support anyone can offer would be extremely gratefully received. I am happy to answer any questions about this.