I always wondered if other men were like this but never bothered to asked any of them. When I cum it's great. But only for about 1 minute. Immediately after that I begin to dislike myself and my partner. I have no idea why I react this way? It last for about 10 to 15 minutes and then I'm into it again. It has always pretty much been this way. I remember I started masturbating way too soon. Living in a religious community and without proper sex education I for whatever reason felt guilty about pleasuring myself. But that didn't last long. When I was 13 or 14 I figured out on my own that masturbation was normal and I should not feel badly about it. Somehow though that feeling right after orgasm never left me. And when I started fucking other people this feeling of general disgust was escaleted to include them. I know this can merely be a psychological mechanism that's unique to me but I do sometimes wonder if there is an evolutionary purpose for this and whether other men react similarly. Could I have been programed to distance myself from my partner so that I don't become too attached and continue my mating transgressions with other partners? Afterall for most of their history humans were not monogamous. Women for the most part seem the exact opposite. Although I have been with girls who'd like kick back and have a smoke after they cum most of them seem to enjoy some intense cuddling action following an orgams. And then there is me absolutely hating it and not knowing why trying to pretend I'm enjoying the moment. They wanna hold on to you and you just wanna remove yourself from the scene ASAP. If I wait it out I'll be back into it pretty quickly. Maybe it's just a reloading function. What are you thoughts and experiences?