Try not to be so hard on yourself or others. Your road ahead is filled with friends, love, companionship, learning and so many many wonderful events and places. It's a world rich in textures and sounds, in sights and feelings.
As you recognize the feelings you are currently experiencing, know that it is because you care and love deeply that you also feel anxiety and frustrations deeply too.
Life offers us all a great deal to work with and plenty of time to do so.
As you grow, you will learn many wonderful things about others by learning about yourself.
To find solutions to the challenges that life tosses at you will help you express the unique person you are.
No one else, of seven billion! people on this beautiful world can be, nor ever will be, as good at being you but you.
Right now you are testing the waters so to speak. You are asserting the powerful, thoughtful and loving person who lives deep in your heart,mind and soul.
It can be frustrating at times as this happens, especially in your young adult years, because your coping skills and patience is a little green.
In time, and with the love of the friends and family you choose, you will shine.
We all have moments when some of the things or places, people and family (yes family) are not resonating with what lives within ourselves. One thing about family: they are a collective of people you share a common heritage with and they are also filled with many who love you for who you are. Perhaps one feels this way or that about things that may or may not pertain to you, and so it is with all peoples on earth.
Do the best you can with what is in your heart and know there are countless people, family too, who will be there to catch you when you fall, laugh with you, cry with you and love with you.
Life IS good. I hope I live another lifetime and remember it all!