the problem is this...
i LOVE to see him with other women. i love to see pics, to hear stories, to watch the videos.
i love the idea that he's had fun sexually.
i want to watch him, i want him to take it when he wants it.
he's happy with this.
but...
he would like the same for me...and i'm just not interested.
i've no desire to let anyone else touch me but him.
he says he wants to see me being pleasured by other men.
i know i wouldn't be pleasured at all...sex without love creeps me out.
i don't think there's a solution.
i'm not going to do anything i don't want.
but he feels guilty that he plays and i don't.
i guess this is just a vent *sigh*
{no safe sex rants please. he rubbers up.}
i LOVE to see him with other women. i love to see pics, to hear stories, to watch the videos.
i love the idea that he's had fun sexually.
i want to watch him, i want him to take it when he wants it.
he's happy with this.
but...
he would like the same for me...and i'm just not interested.
i've no desire to let anyone else touch me but him.
he says he wants to see me being pleasured by other men.
i know i wouldn't be pleasured at all...sex without love creeps me out.
i don't think there's a solution.
i'm not going to do anything i don't want.
but he feels guilty that he plays and i don't.
i guess this is just a vent *sigh*
{no safe sex rants please. he rubbers up.}