when did I say I wanted free health care. I wanted the care that I could get access too by any means necessary. I wouldn't marry someone to get what I want then -poof leave him. I would try to have a sincere marriage that met each others needs. I am still well beyond low income even though I rarely work due too my debilitating illness. I spend several thousand dollars a month on co pays and medication. I have better than average insurance. I pray I can get what I need. I don't want to leave the U.S. I want to marry for love alone. I want to get healed and off meds so I can have a baby. It would be nice if I did it( having the child) with someone to share it with. It would be great if the person had genetic traits helpful for the best health of the child. It would be great if the father was kind and compassionate and had good karma and loved the Earth, helping others, music, art, and a love and compassion for all living things. I have found a place in Florida that may help me but they are out of my insurance network. I have to get to Floriday by 8 am on June 27 and stay until July 1st. I have to have someone with me on the 30th and July 1st. I am so afraid. I can't feel sorry for myself anfd fearful. i pray for strenth and perserverence. Whom shall I fear? Nothing for God is with me.