Your candor is admirable. Regarding "what all this means", well a lot of the material on here means nothing at all. Much of it is pride in exhibitionism. This is just a clearing house for erotic overload, an opportunity for anyone to unabashedly disclose their cherished sexual experiences, or their fantasies of such experiences, something one cannot readily do in contemporary society. Here is the billboard to tell or ask about the most intimate thoughts and desires we all harbor, and do it anonymously, with no harm to others.