I've read this forum off and on for a while but I've never actually posted myself. I have to share the experience I had tonight with somebody though, and I also have a few questions. This post is going to be fairly graphic. I'm a guy in a straight relationship who have had gay fantasies before but never acted on it. Tonight I met up with a guy I had talked to online, drove to his house and gave him a blow job. It was a great experience and he was very relaxed and let me take my time since I told him I've never done this. I probably sucked at it (pun intended) but it was a lot of fun. I blew him for probably 30 minutes since I had previously told him I needed to take my time at it or I wouldn't enjoy it. It was a weird feeling at first and I gagged quite a bit before I calmed down and got less nervous. After a few minutes I was able to take him deep. He finished by grabbing his cock with one hand and my hair with the other and jacking himself off into my mouth, just to shove his cock into my mouth right as he came making me swallow without any warning which was super hot. After he was done he told me to leave and I got in the car, just the way I wanted it to go and it was a perfect experience for me. I'm pretty submissive. Now I'm wanting him to fuck me too and it's something I've never done. Any advice/tips/ideas on how to relax myself and calm myself down for the next time we meet up? What positions would be good for a first-timer?