I dont believe in alpha this alpha that
ORLY?
I think women think I'm just a "nice guy" or at least have the "beta male" composition.
Beta...as opposed to...?
But I haven't asked for any advice. My social life is rich and rewarding. My inner life is also rich and rewarding. (If only my bank accounts were as rich and rewarding.) You asked for advice.
You volunteered a lot of biographical information in your first post. It is true I analyzed that information, but I did not judge you, and certainly not harshly. I also pointed out that you need not accept my analysis, but that there were indications that you should engage insome reflection and introspection, and come up with an analysis of your own. Notice, I could handily defend every estimate I made. You have either refuted these suggestions with only unsupported contradiction of me, or unintentionally funny contradictions of yourself.
Do you want to know what the first thing they try to teach in University is? Never read passively. Always be actively thinking. Just saved you from having to show up to the first day of 100 level English Comp, if you ever decide you do want to go the formal route.
Naturally, I believed you told us half your life story because you wanted advice tailored specifically for you.
@Fade led you to a salve for your symptoms. I wanted to offer you the opportunity to find for yourself the cause, so you could most effectively treat your rash of misfortunes with women.
But you really are worse with women than I thought. What you called vomiting onto the screen? That was me trying to make you laugh at yourself, at me, at the stupidity that is every day life. I mean, I was just pointing out the dumb shit we all experience, with examples that were a little too specific and ridiculous to be anything but observational absurdist humor. And what did you do? You freaked out. Contradicted me. Said you do not put women on a pedestal, but then could not answer my rebuttal: Why do you claim to be able to carry on intelligent conversation generally, but unable to keep from getting tongue tied with women?
How can you claim to actually feel the confidence you want to project, but you are unable to represent yourself to women who interest you? How can you claim to be both confident and shy? How can you claim to be confident, but fly way off the handle out of proportion to what has been calmly, rationally, quite fucking civilly explained to you as another person's line of reasoning regarding their analysis of your posts? What other conclusion should I draw but that my questions and my analysis, not judgment, have triggered insecurities, or challenged your ideas about yourself to a degree you are not prepared to handle?
Instead of realizing that my feedback represented how you are perceived by some women, you threw a puerile tantrum. What does that say about you? I assume you are hoping to find a woman like me. Maybe not. I am conventionally attractive with an unconventional aesthetic, well-read, worldly and well-traveled, articulate, creative, sensual and sexual, romantic and practical, presentable at professional events, and wildly mischievous in private. I make men's friends laugh, and charm their parents. I ask again: How do you think a woman like that views our interaction here? Would it make her want to get to know you?
Fade gave you good advice, and you appreciated it. Did you notice she said she wishes she never even reaponded to you after witnessing your behavior here?
I am not trying to hurt you. I am trting to encourage you to look at yourself through someone else's eyes, instead of a mirror.
But you don't hear me though. You're already a full vessel. No room for new information. You already know the "secret".