Before I start my story, I want to tell you that I am not fluent in English. so excuse me.
I'm overwhelmed with my straight friend and I don't know what to do, should I step forward or should I stop?
I will start by describing myself, I am 26 years old, I am thin, I measure 1.70. I am very charismatic and I have not told anyone that I am gay. I suppose that many will realize it, since I haven't had a girlfriend for 11 years.
On the other hand, my friend measures 1.77, is white, with blue eyes, brown hair, has a better body than me and is 20 years old.
My friend is a boy who has grown up alone. his father did not take care of him and his mother has had several children by different men. she doesn't seem to care about her children. the oldest is independent, then there is my friend who lives with a family that gave him asylum. then there is his other brother who lives with other people. and I think his younger sisters still live with their mom.
Sorry to tell all this, but I want to expand the context or background of this story, so that in this way you can give an opinion.
I met my friend about 3 years ago. We met because a friend we have in common invited him to our friends party. From that day we began to talk and we became good friends. Over time, he began to come to my house to play video games, watch movies, or even sleep with me. We always sleep in the same bed. When we watched movies my other friends always came. My new friend really likes being shown affection, he likes caresses and hugs, but always from women. Over time I lost my fear and started stroking his hair to which he didn't say anything and he settled in better. Some time later I began to hug him by the neck and he would lay his head on my chest while we watched movies. I must clarify that I am the only man who does that with him and that he allows it.
All my friends like to camp, whenever we do it the women stay apart and the men stay apart. But my new friend always chooses to sleep next to me to share sleeping. When I sleep I like to hug and I made it very clear to what he said it doesn't matter you can hug me with a spoon. But I'm afraid of having an erection. And let him realize that he attracts me as a man and not just as a friend. He spent the night and I hugged him he didn't say anything or move.
Años después seguimos acampando, me salteé años porque lo que pasó fue en este mismo año. Tuvimos que dormir juntos de nuevo. Esta vez fue diferente. Extendí la mano y puso su cabeza en mi brazo y durmió de esa manera. Eran como las 3 de la mañana. Cuando se dio la vuelta y me abrazó por completo dejando su rostro cerca del mío. Con su mano derecha abrazó todo mi cuerpo. Él yacía de lado mientras yo yacía con los ojos en el techo. Luego con mi mano derecha lo abracé por la cintura mientras estaba encima de mí. Cualquiera que nos hubiera visto así diría que éramos una pareja. Al cabo de una hora retiró su mano derecha y la bajó hasta ponerla por completo en mi polla, en ese momento yo estaba erecto y él solo dejó su mano unos segundos y luego se acomodó igual que yo, mirando al techo. Entonces puse mi pierna sobre su polla y me di cuenta de que estaba erecto. No sabía cómo reaccionar, así que lo dejé ahí para poder seguir sintiéndolo. No me atrevía a tocarlo con la mano a pesar de que realmente quería hacerlo. Al día siguiente todo siguió como si nada hubiera pasado.
Así que no sé qué debo hacer, me gusta pero no quiero perder su amistad. A veces pienso que actúa así porque nunca ha tenido el cariño de su familia. Desde los 15 años empezó a trabajar para poder comprar lo que necesita.
¿Qué consejo me darías? Sigo o me detengo.
Puedes hacerme más preguntas sobre nuestra amistad ya que dejé muchas cosas fuera para no hacer mi publicación demasiado larga.
I'm overwhelmed with my straight friend and I don't know what to do, should I step forward or should I stop?
I will start by describing myself, I am 26 years old, I am thin, I measure 1.70. I am very charismatic and I have not told anyone that I am gay. I suppose that many will realize it, since I haven't had a girlfriend for 11 years.
On the other hand, my friend measures 1.77, is white, with blue eyes, brown hair, has a better body than me and is 20 years old.
My friend is a boy who has grown up alone. his father did not take care of him and his mother has had several children by different men. she doesn't seem to care about her children. the oldest is independent, then there is my friend who lives with a family that gave him asylum. then there is his other brother who lives with other people. and I think his younger sisters still live with their mom.
Sorry to tell all this, but I want to expand the context or background of this story, so that in this way you can give an opinion.
I met my friend about 3 years ago. We met because a friend we have in common invited him to our friends party. From that day we began to talk and we became good friends. Over time, he began to come to my house to play video games, watch movies, or even sleep with me. We always sleep in the same bed. When we watched movies my other friends always came. My new friend really likes being shown affection, he likes caresses and hugs, but always from women. Over time I lost my fear and started stroking his hair to which he didn't say anything and he settled in better. Some time later I began to hug him by the neck and he would lay his head on my chest while we watched movies. I must clarify that I am the only man who does that with him and that he allows it.
All my friends like to camp, whenever we do it the women stay apart and the men stay apart. But my new friend always chooses to sleep next to me to share sleeping. When I sleep I like to hug and I made it very clear to what he said it doesn't matter you can hug me with a spoon. But I'm afraid of having an erection. And let him realize that he attracts me as a man and not just as a friend. He spent the night and I hugged him he didn't say anything or move.
Años después seguimos acampando, me salteé años porque lo que pasó fue en este mismo año. Tuvimos que dormir juntos de nuevo. Esta vez fue diferente. Extendí la mano y puso su cabeza en mi brazo y durmió de esa manera. Eran como las 3 de la mañana. Cuando se dio la vuelta y me abrazó por completo dejando su rostro cerca del mío. Con su mano derecha abrazó todo mi cuerpo. Él yacía de lado mientras yo yacía con los ojos en el techo. Luego con mi mano derecha lo abracé por la cintura mientras estaba encima de mí. Cualquiera que nos hubiera visto así diría que éramos una pareja. Al cabo de una hora retiró su mano derecha y la bajó hasta ponerla por completo en mi polla, en ese momento yo estaba erecto y él solo dejó su mano unos segundos y luego se acomodó igual que yo, mirando al techo. Entonces puse mi pierna sobre su polla y me di cuenta de que estaba erecto. No sabía cómo reaccionar, así que lo dejé ahí para poder seguir sintiéndolo. No me atrevía a tocarlo con la mano a pesar de que realmente quería hacerlo. Al día siguiente todo siguió como si nada hubiera pasado.
Así que no sé qué debo hacer, me gusta pero no quiero perder su amistad. A veces pienso que actúa así porque nunca ha tenido el cariño de su familia. Desde los 15 años empezó a trabajar para poder comprar lo que necesita.
¿Qué consejo me darías? Sigo o me detengo.
Puedes hacerme más preguntas sobre nuestra amistad ya que dejé muchas cosas fuera para no hacer mi publicación demasiado larga.